My Life...My Experience..

Asian TV awards rambles!

2010-04-21T01:51:00.002+08:00

although it's seem that the awards was 5 months ago....but i jus realised something.
now, i realised that adrian pang shldn't deserve best actor.
Red Thread was his first drama...and those stupid judges based him on that?? Wtf they thinking?
And...being a local singapore drama, it's weird to have someone who is so asian, having a accent that puts ppl off. I rather he act in chinese drama. Seriously.
I know he pulled off as a blind man, with dark secret...Anyway, I don't watch the drama, so i can't ruled out. I only watched some episodes.
I know the rest Qi Yu Wu, Pierre Png,Chen Hanwei.....haha...Qi Yu Wu...erm...heard that he came 2nd below Pang....HAHA damn funny..This guy seriously not ready to receive any best actor awards yet. He's WAY WAY far behind. Chen Hanwei ar..haha..he's becoming more typical of his roles. Sick of it already.
I know that as a local fan, I shld support them. But..seriously, I dun judge a person by its looks. I always look out for an ability within that person, regardless whether he's handsome or ugly, or whatsoever.
Ever heard of shedding own personality, to portray the character?
Whoever local artist that able to act those out, I respect u la brudder!
BUT...it's impossible...
In Singapore...it's impossible to find 1.

But the awards has actually prevented from that someone...to be known here. It feels so stupid now that I realised how they actually arrived to the final verdict.
However I'm happy that little nyonya won best drama..No Complains..totally..

I'm officially a member of MMI...Myung Min International!!! I'm so happy. He's my A-Lister, 김명민씨!!
내가 사람이...
I decided to follow up this year MBC awards..Hope no double winners and NOT EVER double daesangs..

I heard a very funny news....(funny to me) Song Seung Hun is gg to do a movie based on HK remake, A Better Tomorrow (The famous 3 parts movie!!! Epic Movie that one OMG!!)
Fark sia..wa lao, so he gg to act as who? Ti Lung's char? Or Chow Yun Fatt's? Or the late Leslie Cheung's? ZZZzzzzzzz.... I just hope he won't spoil market..seriously...

I seriously need time to enable myself to watch KMM's melo movie...seriously...the movie somehow affects my inner emotions until I can't bear to watch. Not because of how he suffer...but his intimacy wif HJW...I seriously can't take it. I need to brainwash my brain.
my braincells turned blue when i saw that...For 3 times...

김명민.이선견.소지섭

2010-04-12T14:11:00.004+08:00

I wonder if one day these 3 actors will be in the same category, for daesang awards...I'm gg to faint...I'm now a die-hard fan of kim myung min..My KANG MAE!! Damn it...I thought I'm going gg over lee sun gyun for his lovable Pasta...damn it...my KANG MAE prove to be better!

What about my lil' So ji Sub?

Finally, this guy went down from my 1st on the list...

I guess, he should learn what kmm's been doing all these while. His documentary clip made me realise how good and meticulous he is.

Lee sun gyun...dang..dang..dang...he's damn good. But...his roles not challenging like kmm...

Beethoven Virus made me realise how good kmm is...even though not handsome...I truly like him.

I haven been watching Beethoven Virus DVD for 2 days...without on9-ing...which is a good progress. Seeing Kang Mae made me cry,angry,frustrated along with him together. The OST is good tooooooo....

Lot of ppl compare this wif Nodame...which is baseless!

Only similarity is Music & conducting...How about Korean General Hospital Vs Emergency 24hrs? Stupid leh.. General genre!

when Kang mae conducts...i'm 90% gg to cry mode but didnt...zzzzz...i cried in nodame when the whole band perform and remembers Eita lifted up his violin..LOL...that scene is sooo nice...

Jang Geun Suk...zzzz...I dunno what dis guy can do...Sing..his voice fucking weak...act...emotions not there...wa lao...

Today watch mainly vids of kmm and gaki no tsukai...Later gg to continue BV although i saw a lot of comments that the ending sux...bleh...since it's MBC...i knew it..

BV OST is gr8! Recommended...(JGS song is nice...but blehx..his voice jus pissed me...)

"똥.덩.어.리"

Just a random note

2010-03-21T21:21:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since I blogged. Now, i'll blog when i'm down.Yeah...Firstly, Fusion is overrrr. I felt so free but yet so sad. My father was hospitalised. I received the news when I was printing my sticker which is the eve of fusion. I was so shocked totally. All the way, I could not focus. When I reached school, I don't know whether should i left early or not because my mates need me too. I'm totally lost, I totally no mood to do scripting. At last, my mum called me. She sounded ok. I felt relieved.Today is sunday, and there's no news when he can be discharged. I and my mum worried that about the bills.Another thing, it's my luck to have Jackson's booth beside me. I don't know why things always happen to me. He wan to use the plug. OK, i admit defeat, I shut down my comp..Without realising, he switched off the plug earlier before it shut down completely. When i on it again, the computer scheduled for scan disk, which I NVR SCHEDULED AT ALL.. At that time, guest & VIPs alr arrived & the whole cohort are supposed to go somewhere else....while my computer are scanning.....What a luck..I don't know why there's lot of bitterness in my life.....something that i have to face..

Missing Jasmine~

2009-12-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

Jubilee's songs sample are OUT! At first, i heard...not really that capturing..but today it totally blew me. Songs like Serenade, Catharsis, Rosen Schwartz, ai to kanashimi no nocturne, GOd of palace...reminiscence...totally nice..And with a background consists of lots of ppl holding a lighted candles, reminds me of Jasmine. They are paying respect to him in that way?

And their remake of Princess, I can feel the sadness! And i die die heard backup vocal for Princess. Serenade! I think this is the impt ballad Kamijo has been talking about and even though it's a sample...It's so beautiful~

Jubilee, the word sounds like a celebration in a grand manner...but the songs stated other wise..they seems to celebrate but reluctantly...their songs even though there's riffs and solos all over, you can really feel the sadness they are going through.

I thought about Jasmine again. Again, I felt that his demise took a deep impact on me even though he's a nobody to me. He brought smiles to everybody as far as i remembered...Nt even a single sadness. Truly an inspiration.

Today is the Fusion Briefing...the fusion team, include my fyp team present the concept, site and the interactive part. I presented the wireframe for the site. I'M SO NERVOUS! imagine the whole cohort is facing you! haha...but i'm not as nervous as the other times i presented...I kept telling myself that I can do it. I need to be confident...why other ppl can talk, why I can't? Nic supported me from behind..I finally felt that I become useful~ I wish that this won't be over that quick.

JIN's ending song is soooooo powerful! Misia is great expressive singer! JIN totally rocks my heart. I don't know how to link wat happen in 1st epi and epi 10...but it's so DAMN FUN!

Current music : Misia - Aitakute Ima

Watched New Moon

2009-12-06T22:14:00.002+08:00

Ok, 1 word to describe the New Moon movie.

B-O-R-I-N-G

I felt the whole thing to be monotonous. Expressionless Bella & Edward + Hot Jacobs(-.-::;;). I truly think Taylor saved the whole show. I like his parts with Bella and his truly remarkable transformation into a wolf.

Edward, what can I say? He seriously need to be hit by Felix again. He's truly moody and I truly hate it. Bella, is entertaining her own feelings, screaming always to herself and do some very too-over drastic screaming. Remember when Edward was beaten by Felix and there you see Bella's like entertaining her ownself by screaming and it's so dramatic. I truly hate Kristen Stewart, I tell you. She's not the one that can potray that Bella and Edward, when he wanted to take off his shirt, it's damn funny.

BUT OnCE JAcob took off his shirt, I was like smiling gleefully! and like OMG OMG...His bods totally hot. AND he's REALLY BEAUTIFUL.

But overall, seriously, the volterra part is nice but the ENDING IS A Cliffhanger....which to me is BADLY done. Jacob's scenes is the best. YAY!

Sad manx...I was like rolling up my eyes everytime Ed & Bels kissed but I was looking forward to Bels and Jake..but always didnt! Wa lao...must replace director for Eclipse liao..

Really sux, the cinematography.

It happened again.

2009-12-01T18:39:00.002+08:00

Even though he's whispering, I heard it.

He told him that I didn't contribute anything.

I admit that and I expect this thing to happen.

I have difficulties working in groups. I'm not trying to point out my weakness, but it's true. When in groups, I have extreme difficulties in saying out my ideas.

Take for my SP4 and now Fusion, SP4, 5 ppl, 3 from MGBD. Now fusion 8 ppl. Even though they are my own friends, I can't seem to be able to voice out. It's hard. I gt this phobia that my ideas can't work out or jus plain rubbish if I said it out. Even Yu Liu seems not to care about my presence because no contributions. That's me I'm sensitive and I try to change that behavior.

To tell the truth, I got 5 ideas that I want to tell them badly, but thinking, lots of eyes are watching me, I don't dare. I don't have that courage. Can you encourage me?

Have you seen me talking in groups? Like 5 or more ppl seriously? Nope, I can't talk to them all, because I always think myself as inferior. I have always think that I'm inferior so I can't talk anything in groups.

What should I do? Where can I find that courage? You could jus say that I've fear of rejection. Yeah, I don't like rejection. They always tell us any ideas aso can but I'm like have no faith in my ideas.

Should I just be like myself at home? I think I should change. When ppl talk about me, even a bit, I swear that I will prove that person wrong.

Thanks to god's guidance that my brain is working for this sem. I pray hard so that "he" give me strength to think and make my brain cells working. I seriously thankful to "him" for giving me that path.

I think I should change the way I portray myself.

Another nice but tiring day

2009-11-30T22:20:00.003+08:00

FYP turns out to be fun. THINKING, that's my hobby. but usually i think, not really a developed idea will come out. Today, collected my pay. When I came out of the lift, i heard the toilet door being open. I walk there slowly to see Kwun Ho, but he didn't see me! So in the end, I have to go by front door, which full of strangers.

"I'm looking for Yu Fen"
"And You Are?

When I saw the yu fen girl, i totally ignore her. How can she didn't notice me during the past 3 months? I also don't know. From far, saw Ponna, Sam only. Haix..Thinking if I can go over to say Hi to them, wave to rui yi and Belinda too, but I'm too scared to walk around since I'm not under that company anymore. A basic respect.

Lend books totaled up to 30+ books from sch library. In e end, we need a trolley, so Mr Adrian came with it. Reading it made me so sleepy, so I on my lappie and play frets on fire. Since my desk is directly under the camera, I jus need to adjust my position.

Discuss ideas is truly great. I got some ideas but I'm too scared to voice it out.

I preordered Jubilee! Omg, this is the first time i'm preordering an album. Limited Edition some more. I'm so happy and excited. Waiting for Jan 20! I went through Versailles Interview ytd, earlier interview ard 2008. It's so heartwarming and funny. Jasmine..as usual, always made me laugh.

"I don't speak Japanese well"
"I don't have any gender"
"I'm an alien"

I wth all the way when I read this. Haha. He's truly a comedic guy. I just realised Kamijo new outfit has a flower and feathers on his left shoulders. IT'S JASMINE'S. Come to think, Kamijo never wear any feathers before.

Ok, I switch channel...

Selagi Ada Waktu maseh terngiang2 dlm otak aku. It's really a nice cite, I mus say, for a Hari raya haji show. Faizal Yusop as the son, Jalil Hamid as the father. Bapak tak mengharapkan anak ni pasal dier tk sgt educated. Becos dier malas nak blajar. So dier carik keje. 1st & 2nd dorang berjaya, and bapak dier proud of them and count on them. Faizal, dlm ni namer Farid. Farid ni merajok ah and dier gi carik keje pat bandar. Lps tu, dpt matair.

Satu hari tu, Bapak dier, kaki dier terluka, then all of them balek tgk dier. Farid ngan abg dier, kamarul always fight, same goes to the marina, 2nd daughter. Kwn2 Farid advise him to go back kampung & jaga bapak dier since takder org nak jage.

One funny moment, bile Farid masak, dier tak makan, alasan je..Lps tu waktu mlm, Farid tgk bapak dier tgh makan. One day, Bapak dier gt an information that dier tkleh gi haji pasal duit tk cukup, ard 10,000 gitu. Farid mcm nk tlg ah, say that dier leh jual motor dier tu. Befor this, Farid ader bilang bapak dier suroh masuk meminang pompan yg dier suker tu. Tapi bapak dier mcm underestimate his words. "Sebrape duit yg ko ader tu?" Keje kilang jer, nak masok meminang." Gitulah..Then this time "Braper byklah bole dpt jual motor tu". So bapak dier ni ask anak2 nyer yg lain dtg rumah dier. He asked them kalau ader duit leh pinjam. Kamarul was abt to answer biler bini dier menyampuk, saying that their money was spent to something earlier on. His daughter also said the same, saying dier nak bukak company sendiri.

Alih2, si Farid ni ader sakit. Dier terdengar their conversation when he's back frm the hospital. Lps tu Farid gi tpi sungai termenung. Pak Lang nmpk dier and talk to him. Pak Lang nmpk Farid pegang kertas putih(X ray) and he reckons yg bender tu mcm dari hospital.
Farid putuskan hubungan ngan pompan tu. Dier skrg tabah ngan aper yg akan terjadi, so he made good use of his time ngan bapak dier. makan same2 gitu.

Then one day, Bapak dier gi Jabatan Haji tu and he's surprised that his a/c was debited with 10,000. Dier happy ar, balek. Meanwhile, pat umah, Farid ni mcm dandan dirinya, nak kua gitu, when dier sakit kepala jus as dier bukak pintu rumah. Dier gegas balek dlm bilik, carik obat dier, then trus jatuh, tak sempat makan. Bapak dier balek, muskyil dgn pintu yg terbukak. Dier panggil2 Farid tak jwb. Then dier nmpk Farid terbaring pat lantai dlm bilik dier. Farid dah meninggal. Bile his 2 children were inform of his demise, kakak dier nangis rabak.After kenduri tu, bapak dier sedih ar mcm tak tau anak dier sakit. Lps tu dier ucap terime kasih pat 2 anak dier tu, dah bantu dier pinjam duit tu. Diorang tercengang. "Duit?"

Tht time, Pak Lang cerite kat dier everything, from his illness to his contributions. bapak dier makin sedih ar, menyesal bab anak yg dier tk harapkan tlah buat satu pergorbanan yg suci. In the end bapak dier dpt gi haji.

Part Pak Lang bobal ngan Farid is the most sedih but I cnt rmbr aper dorang ckp becos aku tgh bz nangis. in the end, Farid peluk pak lang dier. Farid such a pitiful kid. Until now, aku tk leh luper citer ni. It's so typical yet it's sad.

Busy days...

2009-11-27T14:56:00.002+08:00

Attachment over, fyp comes, worst of all, fusion. Being known last minute that i'm in fusion, I'm obviously not well-prepared. Tell the truth, I've never been to any fusion shows. Sounds stupid why actually i came to dmd..without visiting fusion. That's why i dun have the general idea of how fusion show is about. Now, after a week of discussion, I finally able to sort out my thinking through. Sort out the details and info we suppose to gather.

Actually I'm quite happy I'm in fusion. Fusion, besides it's being intensive, it's fun also. I hope that God help me during these 3 months of work.

Religiously, I'm now spiritually calm. Since 2012 event, which cause me endless sleepless nights, I've been thinking through about my religion and my god. With events such as Jasmine, and my neighbour who just passed away, I was thinking of his purpose in taking away lives of our loved ones. Is it a punishment or his love for his creation?

Anyway, I bought Ascendead Master and Mana's Guitar Pick. I'm placing an order for Jubilee once i get my pay tis monday. I'm so dying to see the another "unknown MV", making of the AM, Jasmine! I hope he smiles in the vid.

I think Versailles gg to continue without a bass, for their MVs..but lives, I'm sure someone will have to play it during live. I'm so lookin forward to jan 4..if they can showcase it live, would be better. I'm so thankful there's someone like VisualShoxx who takes orders for japanese stuff. If not, I will be here crying because cant buy Jubilee limited edition. Haha.

V-rock just sucks. My prev post state that they will perform at 5.40...Guess what time I saw Versailles? At 7.30...when I wanted to close my comp alr, it show up..but for a f***ing 50 sec ONLY! I won't buy its dvd just for the sake of their performance.

Kakumei wa utsukushiku moeagerusere~nade

No sight of Gackt

2009-10-22T21:36:00.002+08:00

I guess he's playing hide and seek. No sight of him in Orchard today. Went orchard after work today, hopefully to find him..but expectedly, NO. I went orchard for another reason too, to find any Versailles singles or albums..HMV at citylink dun hab..Haix..Then went Heeren..and I found Ascendead Master's single!

I'm like so happy! Replace with the disappointment of nt able to meet gackt.. And I saw a mini stage being build outside ION..Hmm..i wonder who is it for? They said Gackt mini acoustic live will only for his DEARS..which mean DEARS got their ID...

Today kept smiling to myself. Fangirlism started to ruin me XD. Imagining lots of situation where I bumped into Gackt.

Today looked at the night sky, listening to winter farewell, which really suits the mood of recalling Jasmine. His bass sound were so gentle and gave me good feeling to hear his band's songs. I looked up to the sky and I thought I saw Jasmine's head? o_O?! The head that I saw in PVs and stuffs..On top of his head got like angel's wings.. It made me smile yet heartbreak.

This sun, I can't go stalking!! Argh..cos need to watch Versailles live at 5.40 V-Rock Fest..Heard that either they will have a roadie to play Jasmine's part. I bet their live this time will be sharp yet emotional.

Gackt Gackt Gackt!! Pls Pls Pls, appear in front of me for once! I beg YOU!!

Feeling better these few days~

2009-10-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

Yo minna-sama~

I'm v genki today. Thinking back, almost a week I knew about Jasmine's passing. His face is still showing in my brain. Sad to let it go yet hard to forget. Watch a lot of Versailles videos these days, including their lives. Really superb and his bass sound awfully good during their History of the Other Side lives.

I'm smiling often these days, Have the habit to watch the skies around 8+ and 9.30 when I alight the train. Sky reminds me of him and instead of being sad, I smiled. I was thinking that he's up there, making the morning sky look so beautiful and moving to look at.

He unlocked my passion and taught me to strive for what I desire suddenly. I was like, thanks man, I wonder how he did that.

So i decided that I will buy an electric guitar(dunno want to self-learn or take lesson) and maybe, if possible, by next year, I will take driving lesson. If i can't reach Hizaki's or Teru's standard, I will truly GLAD if i can reach Mana's. LOL.

Today, part of my colleagues shifted to their new desk because the office has extended to the end. I think we will replace on their desk I think AND I HOPE WE ARE. It's kind of like privacy invaded when I'm sittin near to exit door.

Heard that Gackt and his fanclub is cumin to sg...LOL v funny but yet curious to know whether is it true or not. Hmm..If yes then I will standby a camera by this wed. Who noes he might be passing down city hall.

And I WANT TO GO HMV..hmm..see if got any Versailles's album or singles..and I want their photobook badly...badly..& badly...

Still depressed but bit better~

2009-10-15T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today woke up, on my lappy to search for Philosopher PV and Ascendead Master PV cos ytd can
t find links to dlwd so I ripped them from youtube and convert. Philosopher PV makes me cry and sad because Jasmine was cremated with that costume he wearing inside this PV. While Ascendead Master was his last PV & this PV don't really show a close-up of him.

Why am I so hit hard by his demise? If you are a fan of Versailles, you will know why. For me, experiencing this kind of experience of hearing ppl dying, I had enough. For being in entertainment or my personal life, I suffered a lot of sadness. Started 11 years ago, I'm immuned to crying. Maybe that's why I like sad stories. Too immune until too addictive.

Yesterday at 9, I started to watch Jasmine You's tribute videos and his past videos. I started to cry. After that, I stumbled upon his member's translations on myspace, about him & also a long post written by his family members. Hizaki's one made me cry like mad.

I remember when on the night before he stop his activities on 3 aug, He shook Hizaki's shoulder and told him "Hizaki is the best guitarist in the world, I'm glad we were able to play together." My heart just crushed at that point. Those to me are like parting words.

I kept looking at the sky today.
Sky meant something to Jasmine.

Turn towards the blue,distant , infinite sky and whisper your problems, and your thoughts from those times will be able to ride on the flowing clouds and drift away.
If you feel lonely, we think he want you to look up in the sky, too.

But once I looked up, it's so sombre and feeling of sadness came. I decided not to look up that often. However, I felt kind of happy for his achievements that he had made during his years in HGP & VErsailles, which according to them, has made his achieve his objective. When you see his lives and interviews, you will laugh at his lame jokes and his style but that's what made him today.

Today, read comments from other Vk artists which are close friends or aquainted with him before. Some were so personal. It triggered my emotions but I didn't cry. My longing for him probably end yesterday ard 12+, the time I stopped crying. I felt that I should let go and accept the fate that he's gone. But his music, his bass, will still kept ringing in my ears.

Thinking now, he's probably with Hide & Kami... Just waiting for another moment, to wait for a vocalist. They will create their own band in their world. That thought alone just made me smile.
To pay my "late" tribute, today I wore purple t-shirt and listen to Versailles & HGP songs..It's really a terrible day but I overcome it with the thought that he's up there in a place where he won't have to suffer anymore.

R.I.P Jasmine You

2009-10-14T21:11:00.003+08:00

One reason I reblogged is I need to pour out my sadness get out of this depression and break free. Those who saw this pic for 1st time, just don't comment anything.

Versailles Philharmonic Quintet's bassist, Jasmine You, passed away on 9th Aug 2009 AND I got to know about it yesterday.

I can't accept the truth that he's gone. He's my current favourite bassist. His style, appearance, his personality & his actions, mesmerized me the first time I looked at him. He sometimes makes me smile and laugh. I'm not really into this band but I listened to their songs and watch their PVs. He's extraordinary.

When i surf the videos of Versailles yesterday, the word R.I.P Jasmine You, shocked me. Initially I thought it was a joke, then I googled. It's confirm he's already dead. I was so shocked. It's been 2 months but there's no news of the cause of his death. Today, I can't simply focus on my work, kept listening to Hizaki Grace Project(former band) & Sympathia. Philosopher nearly made me cry in the office. He was cremated by wearing his HGP dress.

Sources said that on Aug 3, he planned to take a break from Versailles, concentrating on nursing his health. But unexpectedly, on aug 9, he passed away. I read from Hizaki's blog, when he knew the news of his death, he screamed and shout in disbelief. It's hard to imagine how his family and the bandmates are feeling right now. Versailles now in process of " dunno what will happen". They will have a performance on Oct 25, first time without Jasmine You.

All day long, his face were in my mind. Purple and pink roses out there reminds me too much of him. In Versailles, he was one of the descendant of roses, and his one is purple. For first time, I saw his face without all those make up and costume, he still looks pretty and cool. I don't know why his demise this time makes me sooo depressed and sad. Because, when the vk world lost 2 talents previously, I didn't know them at that time. Hide & Kami, these 2 talented musicians, passed on long before Jasmine.

The thought of reading the blog stating that his last days, he was suffering so badly, I can't help but to cry. He got some requests, for some, he wanted to see the night sky of Yokohama & he took a cable car in Tokyo. For the night sky, they say, he couldn't stand up at all. Arranging for his funeral, I can sense that he's suffering from some illness. If ppl saw their recent Ascendead Master PV which released in June and Live performances 2-3 months before his demise, he's very genki. Too genki to spot if he's sick.

My passion is Vk theme rock. Whenever Versailles songs or HGP songs played in my mp3, I imagined myself with a guitar or a drum and tried to play like them. The passing of members in band help me to release how hard they have to cope the aftermath. Whether to have a temp bassist, recruit or disband. X Japan took like 10 years to actually recruit a new member, Sugizo. Malice mizer, just on hiatus. I don't want any unhappy incidents happened again in Vk world. I know for myself that Jasmine's dead and it hurts me deeply.

Now, some ppl hoping that Yu-ki~ take over OR become the new member. I wish for that too but for now, let's respect his place where he used to be. It's still burning with passion and ringing of his bass is still clearly heard. Hope that he's happy over there. R.I.P Jasmine You, you are truly an amazing musician.

Instead of goodbye, I'm gg to say thank you. Your music has became part of my life. Thank you so much.

Another boring day

2009-06-19T01:02:00.002+08:00

Yo~

Yesterday, i went to watch Ghost of girlfriend's past. Its damn nice. I mean overall the story about this guy Mead, who dun believe in love, learn abt it when he was invited to his lil' bro's wedding. Towards e endin, it's so touching that i CRIED...the love btw e bros, the love ard him. I don't really cried in romantic dramas, i jus recently learnt hw to cry over these kind of genre. Some more, the day before i watched this, I read up the boku no hatsukoi tat manga online, and i was like affected by its story, i cried. I was tinkin it was e after effects of it.

Today supposed to go out wif my cousin but she's tired so CANCELED. Another bored day huh. Everyday watch Nikita and C&A...nikita alr epi 101..biler nk game...grrr gettin frust wif tis sinetron. Ucd's homework..grrr go and observe BUSKERS...wtf? for at least 30 mins..hw they engage the audience to hear them... =.="

As u can see my life evolved in dramas and films watsoever. Its e onli thing accompanies me if my frens nt online or i'm truly bored. Watched Gaki no Tsukai in Hospital tis afternn...i'm laffin to death..i even hit e empty bottle on e desk many times....in laughter....
As i look back, i questioned myself...am i lonely?

Sasshiburi~

2009-06-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

さっしぶり！二月ごろ　わたしの　BLOG 書きませんでしたね。。わたしは　大変　忙しいです。宿題　と　プロジェクト。。。めんどくさい！今、休み　が　あります。今、わたしは　漫画を　読みます。”僕の初恋を君に捧ぐ”。ぞれは感動させ、よいの話です。わたしは　この話　および　恋空　が　同じで　あることに感じる。。男が病気があります。

Ok enuff of my japanese. Hello...haha. IT's been a while..I'm really not into bloggin these few months even though i gt time cos my attention is somewhere else. HEHE. Now holidae, i'm starting to fuss over my portfolios and minor prjt. It's really troublesome. Argh~ damn it! some more gt homework, wtf..this shld not be called a rest then.
I'm happy wif my japanese, oral and written paper, although written paper i gt do abit mistakes but my oral i jus be myself, which i never experienced like tat b4. LOL..i'm super enthusiastic when it comes to Japanese anything related to Japanese...and worst of all, Japanese songs. I'm now hooked by Chage & Aska's song, Say Yes. Sawai-sensei play it during lesson and first time i didn't really like it bt its gettin better after listened more.
My art and design are stuck, forever stuck. Grrr...I tend to go out of focus, focusing on their history instead on its visual style. Now, the thing is I need to think simple, all i mus think is shapes and colors. Shapes that are represented in their PV's, shapes that was on their visual clothes. Damn it, I'm gg crazy. Malice Mizer..........................I need to make this band proud..Nevertheless.

I'm gg to hunt for shoes and bag, and luckily today i saw a pamphlet...Yippee..TM gg to have a sale. Shoes and bags at $9...Gg to hunt for it and its b4 my term breaks end. Wonderful!!　素晴らしい！！！

Syf results`

2009-04-08T14:39:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!! luckily i saw frm my fren blog that SYF result out already..and ngee ann gt Bronze..What e hell, e standard is dropping like mad...2 years ago, I personally watched my juniors play for their syf and they gt a Silver...That's already good...But tis time, bronze!! Getting worried manx! My tuba section is damn impt to e band..i dunno maybe sumtin wrong wif their sound? I hope NOT! My dear Tubists!! Pls work hard, ganbare! Please rise up to the standards that your seniors did b4...

I wish i was there to help them...hmm..haix...Kinda of miss the band after seeing the result..I wan to play as e band, Mrs Chua conducting, omg, relishing those memories~

Funny is Bishan Park played the choice piece that I played during syf 2005 as our choice piece and they gt Silver...while that time we got Gold. But is a 3 1/2 star piece, quite hard some more in btw gt tuba solo~ My favorites pieces till now is Kyklades, Challenge the Skies, Legend of Yao & Seagate Overture. All time fave manx! They really rock ur seats.

School is starting soon~

2009-04-03T01:05:00.002+08:00

17 days down to sch re-opens, and here I am, wasting each day by nt doing anything useful. LOL.

Todae I went Bugis hoping to find nice clothes at Dorothy Perkins a.k.a DP..Sian, no nice clothes. I wonder who asked who out haha.. I'm e one who's finding clothes in e end, my cousin was e one who bought lots of things. She's like that, needless to say. Went to KFC eat, then i vented out all my dissatisfaction on my brother to her.

My brother went too far this time. He's just too much. I'm not gg to say it here. It's vexin.

Then we went to Peninsular Plaza. When i reached there, i was surprised actually there's a size for skinny pants for me. I'm so happy, also, I'm sick of bringing large jacket to school so i decided to bought a cardigan. Now, I left wif buying and searching for suitable tops for my bottoms. I think I found it! It's in Bugis but I didnt saw the shop, idiot me. When got money i will go there. The pictures post on e blog were damn nice. I wish 1 cost $20, then can buy 2...(drools...)

Slacking

2009-03-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

I'm still slacking for the 3rd week. Jus known my results ytd, codpit was horrible as usual.

Codpit - D+
Rendering - B
Interaction Design - C
Authoring - C+
Dynamic Web - C+
Studio Project - B+
Japanese - A

SP to get B+ is alr a miracle cos i dun do much. I'm gambling on my Jap to get A. If i don't get A, i need to shoot myself. GPA 2.4 lol, liked what i dreamt of few days b4 the outcome.
I'm still thinking about hw to start on my portfolio. It's frustrating, dunno where to start.

I've been into X-Japan lately until i brought it into my dreams. But unexpected person came in, who is Rui Yi, haha. Damn funny. I hardly talked to her in reality, but in my dreams, we were enjoying X-Japan The Last Live DVD, at that time they playing Rusty Nail. I happened to heard it when they played Endless Rain. Then, I and Rui Yi like damn close, cheering for X Japan.

I thought lots of things these days, saving money, learn hw to cook, buy clothes...BUT WHY MONEY WILL CLASH WIF EVERYTHING. Haix...It's damn hard to save but easy to spend. Siao lo...I want to buy Macbook, Phone & the drum kit for PC. Haix..it can be totaled to nearly $4000-$6000 haix..when can i reached that amount!?!

At Kino

2009-03-12T00:24:00.002+08:00

Today I went Kino alone, to find that 1 litre of tears book.

It's e English Version. It's very nice. About a girl who suffered from spinocebellular degeneration disease( dunno spelt correctly or not) where she will lose her mobility including her speech. Every day she record down what happened to her and what she felt. I recently found out till now, this book is the top #3 selling book in Japan, ranked 3rd.

A person approached me when i was gg out of the building.
"Can help me with a survey for a while?
"Ok."
Then, we went to the 18th level of ngee ann city. saw a mini office called Herbalife once i stepped out of the lift.
Then she took my weight and list down dunno what information.
Until... she show me a product.
" Sial la, recommend me to a set which on the file said $132 but she said $ 272..Ki siao or what?
Then asked me more than 10 times whether want to start now or not. I was like..$272?! Even i had atm card i won't buy it cos im not assured of it yet..even though they said money guaranteed.. I said im quite interested when im actually not. Haha..It's terrible la then recommend me to another set which cost $76. pathetic...
Then show me all those pictures before and after..LOL i was like sian-ing there, then she told what la her husband gave her money she spend on these product..LOL..so rich ar..$272, aiyo i could easily buy PSP leh!
Finally in the end i said I NEED TO DISCUSS WIF MY MUM FIRST. Then she allowed me. Kana sai lo..Is like forcing me to buy stuff that i'm not assured of. Come out of the building aso 2 person approached me. 1 guy and a girl..The girl talked like we known each other for so long..Like Jie Mei..Siao lo. Then I asked her are you both from Herbalife? Lucky they said YES or else im gg to suffocate for the 2nd time. I told them I alr went there just now.
Pathetic la..then i walked back to the mrt gt another fellow asked me to fill in a form. ABOUT SUPERHEROES! WOoo~

Seriously the clothes shop in Bedok lack of fashion and style! I went to Bedok just to see if gt any new clothes but all seems the same! IDIOT! Saint ROlane actually can close shop le..charge for same type of clothes for diff kind of pricing for diff kind of size! THAT"S TOO MUCH!

A break

2009-03-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

Finally SP4 over...dunno what some ppl thinkin that i'm kind of useless in some sense..bt dun bother about it..FYP im gg to put my 100% energy into it..

Went wif meijin to the creative industries fair. That day, on sunday, happened to be e last day. Keep taking the brochures, and is like mostly games and animation..where does IM belong to...it's damn irritatin..haha. After that we proceed to Yishun, we have been target the drummania ever since. Luckily Damien told me Yishun is much cheaper. BUT i managed to play it once, later wif bunch of irritatin ppl keep booking the drums while they went to top up..we gave up. Then i wasted ard $6+ for the grabbing the toys those machines..Sian i wan the pooh and it 1st try it will be in seat position when 2nd try it will lie back to its original position. That how it continues till i chose to gave up.

Sakurai-san went back. I quite sabishi~ haha. I don't really have many ppl to ask to go out.Sit at home and happily rot.

MY new modem will be coming tis 9 march, I was asked if want to upgrade or not and i accepted it, pay $2+ more than the initial payment. I still duno whether they will send me a wireless or e current modem im using.

During this few months, i stumbled upon a malay guy. My first reaction when i saw his face was like...eh? SMAP's Goro? i keep laffin and laffin to myself. His features kind of similar to him. I was like HUH? I think he noticed that I kept smiling to myself whenever i saw him. But really, to me he's kind of look alike. Coincidently, i saw him todae, outside the POSB bank. LOL. I was like jus came out frm the bank and saw him queuing. Sian. I terribly cant hold my smile whenever i saw him. LOL..If someone were to be like Ohno, what will be my reaction?

Kumori Nochi Kaisei PV is sooooo darn cute! Im starting to like Believe. Gomen neh Yatterman-san for able to realise it too late. Nw, i'm like exhaustingly waiting for my Triangle show and anxiously waiting for my Cain & Abel. Everytime I watch the yi qie wan mei(Perfect Cut) the trailer on tv, i will surely damn sian. Among all the bg music, they chose Maou OST. I was like..it doesnt sound and look right at the same time la. haix..poor Maou..might as well show Maou on TV mah~sickening...LOL

what a cny day~

2009-01-27T15:18:00.002+08:00

2nd day of lunar new yr...instead of having a good rest, chiong for codpit. DAMN it..having my eyes glued to the comp makes me sick..but amidst of it...i found a song that uplift my mood...

"Makenaide mou sukoshi
Saigo made hashiri nuketeDonna ni hanaretetemo
Kokoro wa soba ni iru wa
Oikakete haruka na yume wo"

MEANS

"Don't give up, just a bit further
Keep on running until the end
No matter how apart we areMy heart is always by your side
Chase after it, that distant dream"

So to all doin codpit or indes or whatever prjt or assignment...Dont' Give Up!

just felt tat

2009-01-15T15:08:00.001+08:00

I just felt lonely.

jus sux

2009-01-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

what is plight? Do you understand what plight is? what plight means to you?

I have my own plight, but do u really understand other people's plight such as mine? When ppl says they understand, they are stupid...cos in reality ppl can't understand other ppl's plight unless they undergo it b4.
So saying our plight to others, they won't understand cos they are not experiencing it. It's sad but it's a reality.

I'm not being emo...I just tot of tis jus nw...after i little fight wif my bro which left me irritated wif him till now. When i tot abt it, Yeah it's true and it happened since long time ago..

Humans err...i also make mistakes...ppl aso makes mistakes...but some ppl won't admit they made mistakes...in return they are mistaken for good ppl becos they make mistakes...i'm not philosoph-ing here...I jus honest wif my feelings...It's true if you think back...

Many ppl has been harsh on my family...Of cos, it's suppose to be my inner secret but it's always etched in my heart, something that cannot be erased off...i'm used to it till when someone ticks me off, even abit, i will feel 100% angry and dissatisfied as why that person dares to tick me off, even my siblings also...and sometimes to my parents...i'm hot-headed...nt in sch but at home..i felt like throwing the my drinking cup which is made of glass, at my brother just now...I don't know how to change my bro for the better...many ppl has been advising him to change but he(3rd eldest) still e same old who will never changed its spots. I still rmbr due to tat incident, he was huggin me as he was cryin in the lift that he promised he won't do it again. i 100% rmbr that, but did he? I was like where's his promise to the family? It is jus an empty promise...As his only sister, i'm hoping for the better...after that incident, i realised how good my bro(eldest) is becos b4 this he's someone i don't really like as he likes to nag and scold me. That incident is really bitter, damn bitter...as i myself witnessed it...i can't forget it till now...NEVER...it's been 9 mths since it happen...Revenge is not a good thing...but if i were given a chance...why not?

It's like slacking week

2009-01-13T00:58:00.002+08:00

yoohooo!! Finally i can hab a breather but not that long...Sian..These past weeks like living hell wif lots of asgmts due and watsoever.. Today no meijin beside me for dynweb, i so not talkative, haha...remain that pure little quiet girl *cough ;p

She's now on episode 2! haha i noe im being random...but i wan only myself to noe...hope she like it till the end. I told her i watched this more than 10 times...My friends watched yi zhi mei but when she asked have u all watch *ahem ahem? They duno..i'm not disappointed at all cos yup the publicity for tis *ahem ahem is not that wide. Guess what* I'm watchin it now XD XD...

Back to other topic...today prac jap wif uchin...im gg nuts for sure...2 person said to me they pity me for having him as my grp partner. I laff all e way when im rehearsing wif him. How can i possibly continue? Omg...really he's such a...guy.Prac wif Jakkuson online aso, along e way vulgarities cum out...LOL..vulgarities written in japanese...it's cute. learn how the word fuck written in hiragana.

I'm trying to be honest as possible wif my feelings now. For year 2009, i wan my blog to fill wif all my honest feelings. such as Otton* This year what im anticipating the most is a miracle. That miracle that I hab been hopin and wishin for. But i knew it will be impossible. I'm damn sleepy now....my head turn 180 degrees in e bus as i was dozing off. Beside me there's 3 person sitting. After turn 180 degrees, would i be able to open my eyes and turn my head to them as if nothing happen? LOL damn pek chek..haha..for that 40+ mins in e bus..frm which it started its journey back, i dozed off...till my mum called..if not i will continue sleeping...till the interchange.

I wan to dream. Help me dream of something memorable.

Emo Emo

2009-01-07T19:20:00.002+08:00

I wonder what's wif the teachers nowadays...Burdened us wif asgmts...Seen most of my fren either stressed up to e max or breakdown. it's f***in damn irritatin..tmr teacher wan to talk to e class abt sumtin...they angry abt sometin..but wat is it? issit the chopsticks exercise? Or regarding the asgmt 1(b)...which i did far more worst than the original idea. Teachers seems wan to teach us but lead us to nowhere. They want us to be independence..But they gave too much...till we lost in this world of asgmts...appreciate their hard work to build our knowledge and skills up but did they ever appreciated for once what we hab been doin?

Regret regret regret...that's what in my mind these days...I shld hab listened to Anil to go in animation. Whatever ways i took usually will end up haywire. That's y i let others made e decision...cos I scared...Yup implicating others is what i hate the most...Shld i take up other things after i graduate? I hab been asking that myself...

i hab been losing sleep these days...jus to meet their demands...I'm emo-ing..

yoYoyyO

2008-12-31T15:52:00.001+08:00

yOyo!!! I'm alive at last~~ Being dead for months...i have been ressurected on this new year's eve...Lots of tings happened these few months...Even i were to summarise them, it will be like a compo...so im not gg to type anytings..

Hari Raya's cumin fast...

2008-09-29T22:30:00.003+08:00

Today's the 2nd last day of fasting...It passed too quickly before I realise it...Even's Hari Raya's cumin, we naturally will feel the sadness as this Holy month comes to an end. Today wake up at 12.30...LOL..I was instructed by my father to do a payment at Courts...In the end, from 12.30...I sat here and there, reading newspaper...I went out at 2...

I went to Minitoons...hoping to find a BIG Tako-chan...my red small octopus...Hoping that i can buy it and give my student as a bdae present..bt dun hab...LOL in e end i saw 2 malay girls was choosing sweets...HAHA...

i seem to saw ARASHI's name in a chinese mag in popular...but cant OPEN!! DAMN IT...LOL

I reached home, i started to weave the ketupats...watch Korean Uncle as i weave them....I learn how to weave from my mother...MY dear father & brother are watchers and food testers...LOL cos they dunno hw to weave...

I did almost 3/4 of it..These ones is jus few of it...

This was done while ago...LOL...Can tell~~

Lastly, I wan MORE Arashi...

Sian day bt Hari Raya soon!!

2008-09-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

i started playing cabal last week...Last min IGN KamenO...LOL i remembered gt a live action jap called Kamen O Rider so i put tat as my character name.It takes me 4 hrs to lvl up once...SIAN...Nw at lvl 12 still nid to reach another lvl b4 i can take up battle style up...SIAN...
Gt 1 person dunno hw many characters always appear differently b4 me..lol..and that ermm..Shiven...and his bike...It really lOOK BULKY... :P

Didn't really keep up wif Arashi's news but their videos...My recent new vids of Arashi Haneru no Tobira...LOL...I tink i'm abit more clever than Oh chan?

Know my CE result few days ago...I gt Jap!! Yippee...so as for Mr JW and Ms MeiJIn too...SooOO happy...teacher name is Kenji...lol..reminds me of yasuko to kenji show...lol..i even imagine i talk to him in jap...Kenji-san~~yoroshiku onegaishimasu!! And i decided to go out nxt fri...Yipppieee...after briefing...Yatta!! buying my awaiting FREESTYLE...Oh my gosh...

I REALLI WAN TO WATCH ANTIQUE MOVIE....Gyaboo~~X_X---When i compare it to the jdrama version...Korean almost sticked to the original plot...I wan to see the patissier acting GAY...His gay nature, huggin and kissin guys~~Lolx...something i didnt watch b4hand~~Kya!! I'm nt being pervert here...

Hari Raya's cumin bt i'm sian-nin...My mum jus did a Suji biscuit and the rest are bought and are given by relatives...Today jus hung the curtains...But for sure, tis mon I'm weaving the ketupat leaves and help to do housechores...I wonder if tis Raya is gg to be better than last yr...Prays**

Today was fun~

2008-09-17T23:59:00.004+08:00

Today tutoring, instead of teaching...ard 4+ i decided to draw since she's doing her work...then i took out a mag...I planned to draw Oh-chan...But, surprisingly, she stopped her work and join me...and i was like..Come on, let's join in~~Lolx...She flipped thru the Wink Up mag...haha...I took down what see says on e guys in e mag...haha...First guy that she finds comfortable to see is Koki Tanaka from Kat-tun...and then....guess who?? Yeah...my dear Oh-chan...haha...Here some her comments...
"Koki is quite handsome"
"Kame(Kat-tun) is so gay"
"Matsuda(News) is so like a girl"
"Yamashita Tomohisa sounds like a nice & good name"
"Ohno is not nice when he smile"(I was like OMG? She criticise him in front of me~)
"Ohno's blank look is ugly"(What can i say????)
"Ohno's Maou looks is nice"(At least this cool me down a bit)

When i ask her what she thinks of Sho, she point out that Ohno looks more nicer~~ XD

In the end she ask me to draw a guy & a girl...and since nt much girls inside, she chose Ishihara Satomi(regular in mags) and she initially ask me to draw Koki...bt i HAB NO PASSION TO DO...Then she ask me to draw Oh Chan...and Oh chan face i drawn come out so nice till i said to her...I wan to bring this drawing back first...haha...Cos im drawing for her...The girl's potrait is wif her and Oh chan is wif me...lol...I gt 100% of passion in drawing Oh chan~~bt it come out quite sad instead of an expressionless Maou~~Haix...

Started to talk to Matthew today and he sent me alot of songs...Arigatou neh!~~A lot..while i sent him about 2 songs? LOL...My desire for Arashi & Oh Chan is uncontrollable now~~ What can i do? When i read somebody's blog ytd , she said that she will take off to Taipei to watch Arashi Concert...I was like OMG la..She's frm Malaysia...I envy these ppl~I wish i can go to their concerts & meet them personally...If not i will go hysterical~~

My heart has been frozen for many years...Please click on my heart~~Lolx...That SOUNDS FAMILIAR DOESNT IT?

My Results

2008-09-17T01:59:00.002+08:00

I just checked my results...haix...still pathetic but im jus too happi wif my 3d grade...

3d mod - B
Authoring - C
IMM - C
GUI - C
Web D - C+
Drawing - C
Studio Prjt - C+

Damn SP..if nt for hijackin, we can get be rite JW? haix...They are too strict le...GPA 2.4 sian...bt 3d i do till kisiao...It's really worth it...and modellin is fun...Waiting for next sem...1 word...OMG...

Much fun today~~

2008-09-17T01:14:00.005+08:00

Today, happi Bdae Mrs Sakurai~~I really dunno what to buy for you..Today, have class outing with my poly classmates..At ECP...Seriously, when they planning to do the Outing at ECP, i thought that everybody know their way there...LOL...quite few dont know the way in...B4 i say anything about the outing...i'm gonna talk arashi stuffs...(Stuff your eyes away for a while :) for non-arashi fans)

Lol..actuallyit's not about arashi...today i read alot of Arashi Translations from diff kind of mag...and i was kind of laughing hard and bit irritated by most of Ohno's answers...Yeah...Fishing...XD...Well neh, that his utmost hobby now, it's inseparable from him. I'm starting to like Jun...From the way he answer all questions are all serious...but...i root for my Ohno neh~~who said that he planning to get married at 50..by that time i dunno where i stand...Lolx...

Mrs Sakurai, I have watched Maou...and...and...i cried buckets manx....its jus when u c my Oh chan towards e end, u will sympathise wif him...I cried non-stop sia...and in e end I laff for no reason...u will c one part in e end where he's just so CUTE la...wa lao...bt im reading the atmosphere really hard...Not to laff amidst of sadness...It's like diao-ing...

BBQ Outing...

Met Adelene ard 4+ since I discovered that 401 is not in service on Weekdays(It just too pathetic)...I was even thinking of sms-in Siao...bt in e end...she replied...Who is this? I was LYKE LOL? I wan to ask if she could guide me to ECp..bt she's not at home...
Reached there, saw Mandl,Oreo & Rayson...Rayson shows me some card tricks or can be said as MAGIC?...Quite Ok...LOL reminds me of Nino...hehe...Waiting for XL & the rest to come, who arrived at ard 5.30...
The girls + Banana...went to the rocks and sit...Then play wif the stones and sand...LOL...

What the heck is this supposed to be??

A couple doing dance. The girl missed the FM while the guy was doing his perfect FM!! Woo~~
(Good Job ReyBanana)

Me & Adelene...Long time no c yar~~

Again, the couple dancing. The girl missed her move and the guy is doing his Level 2 8 key move.
(Well Done again ReyBanana)

These are some pictures that I took at unexpected time...and it turned out sooo...how could i say...ermmm..brilliant?? It's kind of funny~~

LoL...Wan Ying..I jus take and it turn out like this...Sorri ar...T_T

This girl is obviously trying to advertise shampoo...But for personal purpose, she chose not to reveal her face.

And...this picture makes me laff a lot...lol...it's as if a high Meijin...and her head is gg higher...LoL...I'm a superb photographer for today...

Basically, i had a lot of fun at the outing today...Talk to Adelene...Banana & Worm...My audi IGn is popular now le~~XD Next time if gt another outing, I'm gg to rent the bicycle...LoL didnt manage to ride it just now...Last piece i ate is the chicken which is half cooked and i had difficulty chewing...lol..and got one part cant even tear off the meat cos not cooked...lol...That's it for today's entry...

Haix~

2008-09-09T16:02:00.002+08:00

Even i got tutoring, the holidaes seems so boring :X
16 Sept class outing BBQ at ECP...It happens to be my dear Mrs Sakurai's Bdae...
$15...Hope i get my pay b4 tis outing comes...

Nice dream about Maou few days ago...It's not Ohno Satoshi but Naruse Ryo, still e same person...Lolx..His evil is so evil..killed so many ppl...bt since when i becum de librarian? He dates me and treat me nicely...99% will tink that i'm talkin shit here...lol..Those who knows what i'm talking, i'm happi for u...
Really la, but i don't want tat type of guy...gt 2 personalities..it jus creeps me out.

Fasting just started last monday. Sian...

I decided...that I won't watch Maou last episode...It just so suffocating since i watch e Mawang ending...I'm looking forward to Crow Zero II...gt my so called dear Spring Horse inside...woo~~

It jus so frustrating to find hari raya clothes...Well, i'm a big size gigantic human...bt the shop does not provide it or have it at all...All my top favs all jus gone...haix..see from afar bt cant wear it...

I gt a lot of things i want to buy:

Rookies (DVD or VCD i dont mind)
Maou (HAVE TO BUY)
Freestyle (OHNO-KUN!!!!!!)
Arashi Goods (I just found out how beautiful they are)
something for Mrs Sakurai :)

If after this gt somemore, i'm gg to kill them....& ppl pray hard that my pay will be $280 not $140 again...PLS PRAY FOR ME...Thanks...

YiPPee HoLiDaes~~~

2008-08-30T23:27:00.002+08:00

Finally after 3 weeks of hell, it's all over..bt these 3 weeks i learnt how to depend on myself and teamwork is important. Frankly speaking, seeing JW doing e most work i felt like i'm inferior and that also what the teachers think...Thinking that i dont really do a part as a team. BUT anyway...it's all over.

Today I overslept...Wake up ard 11.35 when i suppose to meet my fren at mrt station at 12. She called me twice b4 that bt i'm sleeping. in the end, meet her at 12.45 and went to Cathay. Weee~~~didnt know that HYDF snek preview today. I tot it come out at 4 sep...

OMG~~That's all i can say. It's a really terribly NICE movie manx. A MUS WATCH!! HANA YORI DANGO FINAL. i really luv doumyoji's attitude towards makino. RUDE YET LOVING..LOLX..All the way it's romantically funny...LOL...

Ok..finish then went down by lift. And guess what we did? Gt this one woman was listening to her phone and we can hear frm her back.. We listened and felt familiar...Suddenly....itoshi saa~~~we looked at each other and laughed but we never said it out cos we are thinkin e same thing. HAHA..

Raining today...pathetic i guess the heaven are touched by HYDF ending...which is so nice la. LOLx...we went to our frequent places everytime we in town...

WINK UP!!! Omg..MY OH-CHAN(MY CRAZE COME BACK LIAO) on cover page. Decided to buy although i know that my diner later i will hab nt enuff money to eat. DIE DIE mus buy...cos it's a rare item neh. Feeling jealous neh, Mrs Sakurai cos ur hubby in my mag~~ HAHA...DInner eat Sakura...waa full sia...even i take siew mai aso i didnt eat in e end. LOL...

I jus realise today we are absolutely in ARASHI's mood.

I BO LIAO do this kind of story...MY SP MOOD SEEMS HAVENT END...HMmm~~

KITTO DAIJOUBU neh...that's MY ANSWER.ONE LOVE for everyone and LIFE GOES ON neh~~I will DO MY BEST & WISH you HAPPINESS. A DAY IN OUR LIFE is SUBARASHI SEKAI. ONCE AGAIN TAKE ME FARAWAY to FUTURE. OH YEAH! it's TOP SECRET. It's not a GIMMICK GAME but it's the TRUTH. DIVE INTO THE FUTURE, you will see my HERO, OHNO SATOSHI. WOW!! he's a LUCKY MAN. ONLY LOVE can break us apart. BLUE is his color. WALKING IN THE RAIN in 15TH MOON...singing A.RA.SHI as he WAVE!! his hands. our LOVE SITUATION is complicated. CANT LET YOU GO~~he dedicated a SONG FOR ME, FLASHBACK. ONCE AGAIN, with just a STEP AND GO, I'm alone. YOUR SONG is an ALLERGY!!

That's all i can think. Due to my SP influence...i dunno why i cum out wif this...I think many ppl will dots except for one of you all. HAHA...

Weirdest Dream..I'm hoping for an ideal one~~

2008-08-15T00:17:00.002+08:00

Ok, i just dreamt of something stupid today.
In my dream, i suddenly saw a ring my wedding finger~~ A nice silver ring. Then, I looked up. I saw somebody congratulate me..Then, i just say thank you..Then i realised that, i just married somebody. I was like..errr..bt anyway~~My groom is an unexpected guest from my class, Kenneth Tay. I DUNNo Y i DREAMT OF HIM TO BE MY GROOM..& NOT MY SATOSHI~~haix..SO DISAPPOINTED.
Really, that dream is too real. Till now i still asked myself whether am i married?

OK back to real world..I'm stressed as well as having fun in this Special Proposal done by NYP. LOLx..prjt..i didnt know telling a story could be tat hard.Our manpower is like so limited and I feel so sorry for my fellow group mates..The first week of e prjt, i was like packed up with my tutoring. 4 days in a week since my student prelims is gg on this & nxt week. Still nid to continue teaching her till her N levels~~Im kind of packed with time but i want to do my SP too~~Im kind of in e mess in sense of timing now~~I can't do much, only able to discuss and take down notes & research.

I'm taking this prjt very seriously, I want to prove my abilities more this time round. I want to do better than before. Seriously, since only gt 2 mates in e group, i will do my best in helping each other for the better~~

I'm seriously dead in love with Ohno Satoshi (those not interested ignore this part XD). Im gg to change my blogskin and all..No tagboard..stupid unknown ppl comment what shit.OK nvm, back to watching vids now~~

Totally pissed~

2008-07-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

I was not let off by the loads of assignments im facing. All my modules asgmt due nxt wk...it's so vexin~Can't watch or play till nxt wk~~ @@ in e meantime, i still gt time to watcH Maou~~LOL...Too free? hehe...I'm praying that the ratings will go higher..2nd epi is very low~~lower than rookies...so bad~~I think the viewers are choosy since its a remake...BT it's Ohno dammit...I mean he's proven in his stageplays and cameos, his acting in drama is a no problem~~LOL y i so angry? OK...I didnt post the arashi keychain i bought from someone..it's nice...bt the person says it's brittle? LOL..i plan to use it..nw hab to keep it..It's so cute..lyke me...I'm havin a hard time wif my work now..Pray for me that i'm able to finish on time...kays...return to my work liao...happy 1mth anniversary to me for nt bloggin in for so long..Blow candles...Yippees...Thanks Thanks...I'm siao`~Ok Adios!!

Weird dream~~

2008-06-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

i hab a weird dream ytd...lol..mixed of unrelated ppl...
i dreamt i was at my relative house cos her daughter is gg to marry soon. i was sittin wif all the other obasans in the living room doing some stuffs.
THEN, weird part comes here..for those my sec sch mates would know who is he...Chester came and appear b4 me...and it seems so real~~ Then when i saw him..i pushed his shoulder hard and loudly asked him what's he doing here...in my dreams he still e same chester wif his specs...LOL...bt then my heart seems sank when a girl appeared and he told me that she's his girlfriend.LOL...She gt quite long hair ard shoulder length...bt improper wear...Imagine in my dreams she wore shorts? lol...it's nt my hse...It happened that he & my cousin are friends (WTH..too distant le...impossible)...IN my dream, i kind of dont like that girl sia~~
Too bad that dream end there only...
Nxt dream...i dream im in MRT wif sec sch mates...bt weird thing there's nurses in there...lol It's checkup time...DIAO? i was like...i tink it's more of a therapy room~~the handlers all can pull...exercise the hands..lol..then dunno y i Heard somebody singing...A VERY VERY FAMILIAR SONG...I sang wif the singer too...then i turned...OMG IT's HYDE frm L'arc en ciel....He sang and i was rocking wif him.............in the MRT~~~~THEN somebody sang out loudly...i tot it's LY...bt i turned ard...it's not him bt my primary sch malay fren...i was like questionin I tot it's LY...since he know l'arc en ciel~~HYDE was singin...and only 2 voices accompanying him...me and another fren of mine...HYDE was like rocking...deep inside singing without noticing everybody lookin...THEN i shout, COME ON EVERYBODY, IT''s HEAVEN's DRIVE~~YOU ALL DON"t KNOW?!? THEN i continue singing~~then....end.

My dreams are weird~~Once dreamt of Yamapi became my bro...and still talked to me & my mom...lol...i wan to hab beautiful yet vivid dream~~

sian days~~

2008-06-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

asgmt keeps comin in and out, i lazy to update my blog...sian la~~notin interesting to talk about these few days, except gg for my relative's weddin solemnisation last sat...wah..i reached there, kept yawning non-stop...we set off ard 9+ in a small van..then in e car, my relative, anuar, is playin a psp...i was lyke~~~~~he's playing ff7 crisis core..lol..jinjin's fav~~he kept playing durin e journey...i sat with at the back..i jus watch him play for a while b4 i went to the corner and doze off~~my aunt gave me a ermm..some kind of dress? very flowery some more, initially wore a black&white dress, then reached there, she asked me to change into tat flowery tingy...
i really very tired tat day, journey frm cck to geylang in e bus seems lyke taking 1 whole day to reach...
me kana told off by ms tyng abt im too slow to approach her. lol..i just nodded...bla bla bla...i dont hab that confidence within me to show her my works...tat's all.
sian, today imm presentation goes haywire when reachin the information flowchart & design sketches...lol..ms ng ask what happened to me? lol me & her laughin..lol..original museum website no user login, i go cleverly put there...she say i mus be sleepy when i do tis...lol..haha..i 24 hours sleepy, i cant gurantee my works.
Rayson asked me if i understand the songs i have been hearing...I've been hearing jap songs for quite some time..since last year...I'm aso in e process of self-taught japanese lesson...lol i cant afford to take courses...with the help of songs meaning and shows, i'm trying hard to learn japanese by heart...Jyjy...ganbatte!! Meijin asked me to talk abt audi...haix...notin much..i jus lvl up to 9 i saved a game where i gt 11 perfect for 130bpm song...and I WANT TO PLAY AUDI...sian..always deprived and hab to wait till wed to fri to play...
my sketchbk being rejected...mr jiunn nearly laff when he saw my sketchbk...lol..i sketch anyhw...lol wat to do...no interest~~
sian dun wan to write le~~tired & sleepy~~

Pathetic life~~

2008-05-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

Finally html's over...bt other asgmt keeps going in one after another...html handed in on tues, tat day, imm asgmt was released. Tmr, 3d mod 1st asgmt release...I can go crazy...Oh ya, i watch a vey nice jap movie last wk..Shinigami no Seido...act by 金城武...lol..u can laff at his character...he's very innocent yt silly? haha...I hope...really really hope Kurosagi can be shown here...Today is e day where i finally gt a break...bt i cnt sleep at home...noisy here & there..i finished up the whole pack of HL drink...today's freakng hot la..whn i go into 291 bus..my gosh..the aircon is vey cooling sia...
Want to watch Nanshiki globe~~Wan so much!! But no time...thx to these asgmts...Park-kun, he's so stupid...
You can see that frm my post, im very boliao...notin much to talk...today finally play audition..play couple dance, then i got this partner Fi3ryDanc3r lol..after dancing wf her once, she start callin me dar~~i was like="""=...i jus go along wif here..i muachkz her and she muachkz me back...seems to me so lesbo...bt hu knoes e user might be a guy?
Today read newspaper...nw what's being blogged hab to be careful...1 single mistake can get u arrested...haix..I hab to be careful~~OhMa...OhMa~~Haha...nobody understands~~U noe la hor!

HtmlArashiLaruku~~

2008-05-14T21:54:00.003+08:00

I seriously think that WebDesign is not my forte~~although webdesign interest me since young...bt nt tat high interest~~It's more complicated then it seems. Whenever i attend webdgn, i felt very empty and confused. More reference than talking~~ and the reference are unclear too...i was lke seeing others do well...i'm kind of scared~~

I wan a MacBook~~Lyke rayson says if there's a macbook that cost e same price as e PSP...i'm e first buyer manx...Looking hw cool it is...

I realise e imptance of lappie in emergency times~~ i mus say i quite regret buying desktop...bt it's for my family use...

Arashi goods...Im eyeing handphone straps~~and now L'Arc En Ciel Goods!!! OMG...im gg to broke soon if in tis manner~~The t-shirt & rock t-shirt looks cool. $78..RUSS-K t-shirts!!! $90+ ...PATHETIC ANNOYING FREAKING EXPENSIVE~~bt the logo is nice~~

these days play audition...i nt only play wif meijin, bt aso her brother. when he enters, omg, the chat box are full wif their "pot pet pot pet" they crapped all the way...i was tinkin ..waa which is meijin? they type and react in same manner....Too alike until i dunno wat to say le...their crap-ism..is too influential...

Audition~~

2008-05-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

I blog until i forgot to blog abt my Audition experience~~ Haha.. Ok, i downloaded Audition game last wed, lent it from MeiJin..The graphics very cute and i kept playing wif her throughout...My IGN is OkadaJun...I wan OkadaJunichi bt i tink too long...I play wif her until i siao le...at first always mistaken left for right...i kept playing lo...and she kept dc =.="...
SO far so good...bt i'm better in slow songs...if fast songs, the max lvl i can go is Freestyle mode...lol...No finish move or watsoever...
Anybody gt the Audition song Don't Give Up?? Hee...my fav song...i kept using that song in my dance...I kept lvl-ing up...and nw im alr a Novice, lvl 6...
Lvl 6 aso still very lan lo~~
I really have fun until i dont know my msn is on~~Frens findin me...haha...realise hours later...It's reall fun...nw she asked me to dwld Cabal as well...Err..i dunno leh...maybe next time??

Stomach Ache Day~~

2008-05-05T23:19:00.002+08:00

Today feel very 痛苦. Since i woke up tis mrng till now, I got stomachache. This mrng i was like thinking hard what did i eat or drink last night. At last, BINGO...an isotonic drink~~
I drank that isotonic drinks since 3 days ago. My father brought back a carton. Lolx~~
Then, i just drink without checking anything. Yesterday, i was like happily drinkin when i saw...
OMG~~ Exp date = 01/04/2008...It was like a month ago and nw is already may~~Omg..
This afternn the pain is really bad but when i reached sch, it felt so much better. Together with my sleepy eyes, i can't concentrate what the teacher was teaching.
Regarding about the selling stuffs, haix...the stuff are all in front of me bt im lazy to post it. It's just that my hand don't wan to do e job~~
My Sushi Prince e DVD look terrible. The cover seem gg to come out~~ Haix...
Mise Mise~~~Any goods on OTAH??? Haix, my fren so happi sia she's gg to get Arashi's DVD...
At least, i wan something...A lot of Arashi goods but y don't hab V6 goods?? Even the old-timer SMAP aso gt their own goods...PATHETIC~~L'Arc~En~Ciel goods published on the mise webby...It doesn't look so tempting to me...If there's HYDE clear file or sumtin...i willing to buy...
i wan OTAH~~

A nice day...

2008-04-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

A nice day today...frequent the toilet in e mrng...Have authorin at 9...Cos ytd eat pizza and i put too many chilli flakes...tat's y..forgot tat nxt day gt mrng class...Authoring class is confusing bt it's nice...in e middle, i seem to gt stuck...when try to playback..error window pop out...Lol...ask JW for help..since he sat bside me...he aso wondering...why..everyting seems to be correct~~I aso tink hw...THEN...TADA!!!! haha...a spelling error... instead of text i type test... i broke out in small laughter..haha...Suey manx~~ i tot wat...i guess my eng aso nt tat pro...hee...Discover tis mrng my MS office cd disappeared~~@_@ Did it ran off? im gg to catch it~~~

Went to TP meet my fren..haha...com lab at lvl 1..nt used to it...wait for her to settle her things b4 gg to eat at the sch canteen there...THE MALAY FOOD IS UNBELIEVABLY NICE!!! Damn South Canteen...why cant you cook lyke NORTH CANTEEN or the TP...TP & NC the taste of gravy is equal...Can feel abit spicy at TP's...lol stop talking abt food...haha...I have been enjoying daydreamin in e bus...45- 1hr trip to sch..many kinds of tings i day dreams...hehe..It's a Himitsu...

Brand new at my other blog~

2008-04-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

Seeing XL selling stuffs online and aso those ppl outside selling JE stuffs in livejournal...I cant help but interested in this kind of thing. So i decided that my other blog http://flirtatious-libran.blogspot.com will be transform into a garage sale blog. It's not really confirm yet since i don't really have anything to sell yet. My things are not in a good state to be sold.
The range of products will be anything...
For now, i have unwanted DVD & VCDs...I'm piling them up and put up for sale soon~~

Haix...it's really tempting...
Yesterday drank 3/4 of the large HL milk cos my stomach seems to hab problem...i drank unknowingly it's gg to finish soon so i STOP...haha..at nite stomachache~~ Lolx...i kept thinking of Cash Converter shop...I hab to go tmr to relieve my longing~~ I wan to survey hw much they sell the things they bought from the customers...I'm craving for a guitar u see...~~ but i dont hab e chance to learn...Drums will be too noisy...but if e electrical one..no problem for me...So, if i'm nt lazy, i go Bdk tmr...go walk2..I dunno why when Sem starts, it seems so boring everyday...the lessons especially~~ Can die manx...Can die from excessive boredness~~
I'm hard up and today was announced to buy dreamweaver bk $39+...Pathetic~~ I'm broke liao...I will update this blog if the other blog are ready ~~

1 more day to sch~~

2008-04-13T00:40:00.005+08:00

Idiotic imeem!! Wan to upload song in my blog..imeem's lagging lyke hell! OK just changed my skin...I found it nice so i change...1 more day to sch...haix..sad bt at same time aso happi...happi tat i will have to do starts Monday...sad is tat i wont have any free time...pathetic...Today one whole day slack in front of tv, watch channel u...all repeated shows..haix..Help my mum wif the chores...woke up at 1...and i wish..able to blog the song i want later...if nt im gg to kill imeem...I'm telling myself since jus nw...tellin myself that settle any shows b4 sch starts...or else i will be dead...i'm a person who's impatient...haix..i even watched Death Note 2 b4 it airs today...I'm gg nuts watch that show..if i had known i watched earlier sia...LOL...L did die in e end...who told me L didn't die in e end??? it all followed the manga to e end ma~~ L change e world is during 23 days of his life b4 he died...i wan to watch...Lyke L so much nw...Watched Proposal Special...I can say is...Haha...better ending than the drama~~ Woohoo...

LoL...Hallelujah Chance~~ Ignore those small pics...it's nt related...Im gg crazy this past one month...many tHings happened~ many shows i had watched...and all i can say...it's worth it...heehee...LOL if anybody's bored wan to watch some sHows...tell me...i can recommend Jap sHows for u~~i just wish i can along wif my new classmates this cumin monday...all new...My goal of gg to Jap didnt change at all. My goal is to go there, achieved sumtin...gg there enjoying and gg there...and WISH or at least...haha...meet wif a Johnny Members...I dun mind who~~ bcos always if u hope too much you wont get it.....AND WHEN THE CINELEISURE SHOP WILL OPEN? I saw a pic of gackt...haix...

A quite nice week...

2008-03-13T23:49:00.006+08:00

What a nice week...Rain every day..nvr ending...bt my mood for dramas stilll strong as ever...WAHAHA...Ok let's start from last monday, 10 March....

10 march 2008

Last monday, Eto....i went to watch movie wif dear2..haha...went to watch a Japanese movie...Koizora or aso called 恋空...Here some pics...hehe...The guy actually look nice wif white hair...NOT all face is suitable for tat kind of hair colour....

The movie overall is nice...Gt e sappy part...haha...which doesnt move me at all...Damn it...my fren say 90%+ who watched tis cried...bt i didnt..lolz...It's not touching enuff la...I noe tis is based on true story on e writer herself....I didnt noe it b4 hand...haha...Overall is nice...the songs is nice too...Gt new song for me to hear le...i have been waitin so long for new songs to cum in...weeee~~~...OK DONE...

Next....after watchin e movie which ends ard 4+...I went home str...Went home, try my best to walk as ok as possible bcos my stupid shoes are slippery...Reached home, then bathe...wear another set of clothes and went out. My cousin had invited me to her school party. She had paid for my tickets and went wif her parents by taxi. Waiting for them...cos i was too too freaking early..haha...we set off at 6.45...THEY ARE LATE~~ haha...then we reached ard 8+ coz they went for prayers first... My cousin seems unhappy that we arrived late...We actually have missed her role play! SHIT...I SHOULD NOT cum late... Here some pics i taken during the event....

1st pic, they are giving out lucky draws...haha...u noe i wish the last prize were mine...It's a dvd player...and the winner goes to Othman someting...lol...I tot hu the hell...why say father's name instead of daughter's? hHAHA...The dining was really high class...i keep lookin ard b4 and after i ate the food...Cos everyone ard me is non-malay and they really look so high class...It doesnt suits me really...bt haha e main course is super-duper nice...Mash potato wif a rolled cHicken? lol..the chicken is rolled..the appettiser? appetitiser? lol..watever la...it kills me...haha...i dunno wat e hack it is...Mackerel..then below gt biscuit and cheese? haha...DESSERT is TIRAMISU!!! haha...WOnderful to end the dinner wif the super-duper tiramisu...I really very sleepy tat day...keep dozing off in e taxi...bt in e end i sleep ard 3+ ..haha...

The rest of e days at home, face e comp most of e time...watch shows...Jus watched finished Kou Kou Kyoushi 1993...a teacher fall for a student...gt one scene which make me scream omg until i

cry...Shadow Kiss~~~ Imagine...a guy doin tis to you...it look lyke u r both kissing each other...

It's rare to see tis kind of scene in dramas...i really really lyke tis screenshot...to me It represent a strong romance btw e couple...i wish tis would happen to me...bt it's against my religion...Nw dun really have shows to watch...nid to wait for ProDai and SP...Weeee...okada-kun is available nxt mth...can see him le...~~~ Ok la, quite a long post...i should stop...Im gg off to watch shows...Bye Bye....

It's over bt it's sad~~

2008-03-04T01:29:00.002+08:00

Presentation finally over...Jus realise that all group 2 will go their own separate ways nxt year...Jus read JW and MJ's blogs...comment on each our classmates...i cried...i mean...we unknowinly been together for 1 year...it's just tis 1 year passed on very quickly....All these times...within this 1 year...i want to thank to all my friends and classmates...for being by my side as my friends...thank you all Group 02...without you all, my life wont be filled with happiness and laughter. I really had fun with you guys...Filling this empty heart of mine with your humours and jokes...Thanks all for your support...even though i'm not really skilled in things i do in this course, ur help had really benefit me all these while...
To all of the boys, i wan to again thank you...thank you for creating a deep yet enjoying moment...Honestly, i jus cant get enuff!!
To all the girls, thanks for being my companions...for talkings, sharing secrets, sharing crap talks...
To LY,AJ,JW - Honestly, i tink you three i envy you the most for being very talented in what you do...I envy you everytime that i feel that i nid to pressurised mself harder...bt i cant...i realise that i cant becum a diff person...i'm jus me...there's a limit to myself...so ...work hard...with your creative and talents...im sure u can go far...
To MJ - I really envy u too...among the girls...for havin that high level of hardwork in everything...to me, ur hard work is limitless...something tat i couldnt reach even i try... Ganbatte in everyting you do in future...

我不会忘记你们！！你们要好好努力。。You all will be always in my heart... *Peace

Okada Junichi!!!

2008-02-16T00:48:00.003+08:00

Nw, i gt a new interest...which is Okada Junichi...I know most of u dunno who is he...well here's a pic..to guide u thru...

Well, I found sumtin by accident...abt his criterias of choosing his lover...
1. Can make a good yakitori (which I dun even noe wat is it)
2. Skilled in making coffee (I dun even drink coffee can?)
3. Likes to walk (Err...dunno abt tis...bt im a lazy type...better stay at home)
4. Know how to be observant of others (Dun ask me...i'm kind of person whu likes to space out)
5. Maintains her own principles ( Can accept this...)
6. When the two are together, we could feel relaxed (For him, i can do anything)
7. She has things or goals that she want to pursue (Erm...kind of..I'm not sure)
8. She shares similar interests (PHOTOGRAPHY?? haix...if music..then i can)
9. She doesn’t put on strong perfume ( This one surely can...i wont make my nose suffer for sure)
10. She likes to travel ( I like to but no chance)
11. She likes animals ( FOREVER NO!! )
12. She gives a feeling of being common ( He's nice right?? )
13. Lively and cute ( Maybe he needs someone livelier since he's a quiet by nature )
14. Likes to watch sports events ( Only soccer matches...no others )
15. Her work is different from the nature of my work ( Of course...for u i can obey anything!! )
16. She would not have opinions (would not mind) about my work ( I'm open..and respect other ppl's life )
17. She likes cleanliness ( Ae................Tis is totally not me can? )
18. She is suitable for wearing hats ( I nvr wear any hats in my whole life...It will look weird on me )
19. Very polite ( If he can see it...coz even i act polite..gt ppl still tink im rude...)
20. Honest ( Tis is TOTALLY me...I'm honest...REALLY!!! )

If she becomes the lover, Junichi promises the following five conditions:
1. No matter where she is, I would still go pick her up
2. I would try my best to satisfy her
3. I would massage you
4. I would cook for you
5. I would run a bath for you

I see this criterias...im pissed and sad too...sob sob...i failed to be in his list...bt he's such a cutie...i dun mind being his admire even if i failed... XD

again..

2008-02-07T21:54:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Years to my chinese frens out there!!! Me here very bo liao...still tinkin hw to start my portfolio..these days keep watching shows...woohoo!! well~~ that's my hobby u see...it's like a skin and flesh, cannot be torn apart...hehe...hmm...today rot at home...kana force to wake up...finally wake up at 12.15...lol..i wonder ppl will ask tat's a forced wake up?...haha 12.15 sum more...does nt seem lyke being forced..then ard 1+ i sleep again...lol...until 4+...my mum told me u so enjoy2 sleep...well i really nid a sleep...since i have been wakin up early these few days to finish up my assgmt...nw im truly refreshed...today wen to 7-eleven...well i pathetically will hate it when CNY cums...the coffeeshop downstairs my house.. will close...i hate it coz i always love the sounds frm the coffeeshop...if it close 4 1 day...i really get uneasy and scared...dunnno why..haha...
Ytd went to Kinokuniya...haix...last time my fren told me gt pics of gackt...when i go there nt a single one...only gt his pathetic name on e mag...and some more it's damn small...in e end, i saw Okada Junichi pics...for more than 5 times...including mags and cd covers...i was lyke WTH? My fren show me gt gackt book...i look at it...no pics on e cover...so boring...haix...then my fren shove me another book...Guess wat? It's Malice Mizer...i was lyke omg...it's so big...haha..$80+...freakin ex...b4 tat gt ask myself if gt book on malice mizer...and it came true...haha...bt i dunno when i can get it...i wan tat book...even in jap i dun mind...coz im in love with the band rite nw...
Gackt's calendar...$49...i rather do my own calendar...haix..so ex...
i really nvr blog for long time alr...either i was busy or lazy to blog...my sp is cumin...nid to chiong portfolio sum more...argh...hate it...dunno whether wan to find work durin holidays...cuz most prob i nid to catch some sleep...k la...nid to sort out my portfolio list nw...wait for my nxt entry...which i dunno hw long..haha...bye2!!

2008-01-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

today kept thinking...all these while..why i tink of others but they dun tink of me? as if they are taking advantage of me...i dunno..im on verge of crying today..
Storyboard havent finished...digi havent start...drawing havent do...studio prjt is cumin...nw tinking wat will a pathetic jumping rice sack will do in a soccerfield...AND hw can i face Ms Gaile? which will becum my supervisor for the prjt...Im quite scared of her...as if we are in sumo competition that kind...im light heavyweight...and she's e opponent...heavyweight champion...omg...wat im talkin...
anyway...stomach cramps the whole day today...cant focus on my work...watch shows..haix..Yesterday read interviews of Mana perfoming in Europe...which is so sugoi...
Drawing lesson ends nxt wk...WHICH IS SOOOOO GOODD!!! The tense feeling when cumin to his class really made me mad...storyboard aso...since nxt wk is presentation and following hand in the cd...haix...one work required hours to days to finish...all modules sum more...so i say even wed no sch aso...it's no use...spend that free time to do home work...and mostly i cant do at home...coz nid to do at sch...PATHETIC!!!! Argh...

Freaking f***ing days...

2008-01-10T00:39:00.000+08:00

Stressed out...Assignments keep pouring in...TyPo assignment cumin up ...designing a cd cover including e cd...with the typeface chosen in e E-learning...i Choose GACKT...Redemption...LUCKILY nvr choose Malice Mizer...or else..dies*
today spend 7 hours in sch doin animation...i say do the whOle ting can last 1 hour...take here and there..draw here and there...stand somemore...click here and there...haix...
since im so stressed out...i nid something to cheer me up...or at least make me laugh...so i stumble Gaki no tsukai...tis one..is when they introduce ingredients suitable to mix with the battter...(tHINK OF TAKOYAKI...lyke tat)...
Gt 5 ppl...each cum out wif weird and disgusting ingredients...It's funny and it made my day...thanks to it...nw updatin my blog...change skin on my other blog...gtg..im so tired...

Holiday mood..but a lot of homework...

2007-12-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

Holiday 2 weeks but alot of hw...i wonder is there any difference to the usual days...haix....digi, 3d, storyboard, animation....haix...im on the holiday mood nw...wanting to watch tis and that....wan to finish watchin hana kimi and nodame...haix...waaa...nw me in sch...finish up my 3d...im so bored!!!! TYPO? TYPOOOO!!!! My stupid a..lol...the e-learning luckily finished..hehe...i wonder if the future assignment except 3d will not require any spendin of money...im totally broke evrytime...my family didnt earn much income...if they ask me to redo & redo...wouldnt tat drive me to poverty? Sick and tired of it........emo kid..hehe...emo kid...emo kid...im too emo la...but i lyke emo feeling...it's ok to call me emo kid...emo emo emo emo~~~~~

blogging

2007-12-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

these days quite sickening days to me..nose blocked...when it happy it came..siao lo...i try took video of myself playin piano wif my cam...damn..i play it terribly..my mistake not havin a basic theory in piano..dwlded qiucktime in my com so tat i can watch...when i watch..i feel it's quite ok..my piano skills far more terrible...
Today, when watching tv, a loud horn was heard very loudly...we went to see outside..nobody inside the van...the neighbourhood start to look at the van...it took place ard 15+ mins when the driver came and adjust it...
Then ard 1/2 hr or so...it sounded again...
Then, police came...hahah..expected...the driver didnt even come down...the police waited there till he came...Update more some other day...im too sleepy le...

bloggin again

2007-12-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

I BROKE A CHAIR! Lolx...I broke this chair few days ago..i think on mon or tues...i was like slouching backwards when suddenly tis thing jus rocked few times and BANG!! i fell on my butt...my leg and butt was like.. pain...after tat, take a pic of it..lol...

A lot of hw...lucky i managed to finish animation & 3d...Got a talk on games last friday...It seems pretty nice...and games benefits more than animation to me...because joinin games can do both games & animation. I'm waitin for IM...Coz i look at the hw and assignments they hab on ref drive..then i was like HUH? I check out wad is IM..it means some kind of communication of media...interactivity...means i tink confirm a lot of theories...which i saw in the ref drive...Animation is tmr...at 1..

I hab been getting nose blocked these few days...bt lucky can still smell and eat...I gt my animation de assgnt 1 result..it was B..im quite shocked when they give me A in pendulum...which i tink i suck the most..Haix...hearing JW has bought MCbk pro...and hearing him explain the features of it...i'm so tempted to buy mcbk...he said mcbk pro can act as a person..lyke when he command the comp to open tis or tat program...by talkin...the comp will auto do it...no nid any clicking or watsoever COOL RITE?

i saw the price it's ard 1099-1299 for white mcbk..im tinkin of buyin nxt yr..if notin helds me up...

PIANO SCORES!!! i dwld 4 scores of gackt...i tried to play...bt confirm everywhere surely cant play...coz his music scores gt millions of quavers...sai..bt it seems that Last Song gg to end soon...BT I WAN TO MASTER REGRET!!!...c-ing ppl play regret in youtube..made me jealous...and the real video of gackt playin it...my gosh...

K le stop here...Gothic Girl..here i cum...umm...jus in case...GG is a pic im gg to do 4 my portfolio??? i hope the result dont scare anybody away... hehe...

Wat a day~~

2007-11-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

Ytd, gt digi test...e teacher say that the test is 1 hr multiple choice....i tot will be a lot...then we received out answer sheet...gt 10 qns..1 qn 10 marks...i tot it's gg to be difficult or sumtin...Then the qn paper arrived...ML happily said tat the room is booked till 7..gt a plenty of time to do...when i was about at 3rd or 4th qn...i can see a girl finished and went off...later became more worst...more and more ppl coming to e front and hand in their work...i was like...The paper was f***ing wat la...u all should noe wat i meant...
Today to animation...pissed off with my animation bowling balls...keep adding frames...after lesson, went to wdld..pasar malam...hehe...at first i go off first...then i go lab..doin crappy check my mail...i forgot my gv e password..haix..then proceed to mrt..very sian walking alone...when i reached and was waitin for mrt...i saw a figure downwards...a figure was walking to e station...familiar one...im far sighted...bt i noe the way she walked...it's meijin...hehe..i let miss the 1st train & wait for her...she aso wan to go pasar mlm..tat time we go we took each other tako without notice..
As usual, twice alr...meijin put the (those kind of Skin in takoyaki) into mine...i jus realised the uncle saw us...heeh..
i proceed to take 969 coz im gg inter...to buy tickets of Hero today...i bought takoyaki at ard 1...i managed to eat it at ard 3...
Then, i went out ard 5.10...watch Hero at 6.15...
Wat can i say about Hero is tat...even thou there's some kind of romance gg on here...bt i feel it's not real and mutual enuff... Quite funny though...but they actually can make it funnier...
Gt a tall guy inside...I knew him in a jap drama...He's gt a natural funny looking face...can't stand him...
If i were to rate it...it would be 3 1/2 5....Still need improvement...Start to like Kimura..bt his back..and his way of walkin...
Gg to watch enchanted tis sun...hope it will be nice..or else waste money...
havent even do my digi...do some alr...teacher say nid to retake the backgrd...nw the backgrd dun exist le...coz i eat it alr...nw nid to buy another one...(referring to ice cream tub)
Wee Na Wee Na where r u...tis ML digi teacher..i dun like la...
Hoe peng2 today talk half in chinese & english...i dunno if she ever realised that i exist somewhere ard there...Evn though i knew abit of chinese...bt at least show some face la...

Another boring day~~

2007-11-15T21:41:00.001+08:00

Another freakin borin day...a call frm my father saved me frm being late to sch...set alarm at 9...then happily sleep again...until my dad call me at 10.30...i rush..only to find im quite early again...really pathetic...3D...Master Jacques was absent today...another Jacques take over...and i can tell u...u can go bang the wall...hearing him talkin in so called french-english accent thru'out 2 hours...bt for one thing...his teaching style..i seem to understand than the master Jacques...even his poor english...bt he show more proper than jacques...
After that..went to find our typo ML..which in e end we didnt noe her name..so we go str to eat...Helen was present...I was quite shock..suddenly tis girl who seems to be MIA for weeks..sat bside me in 3D...
We..mainly me, MJ, Helen and Xin Lin...went to eat mac...coz dear helen wan to eat mcspicy..I ate mac again...Lol the mc girl give me wrong food...i ask for big mc..she gave me nuggets..that took me quite a long time..waitin2..Helen bought fillet in e end -.-" .... Lecture...Animation funde...show us animations...very nice lo...b4 lect end Baktha show us some clips...The monk and e Fish...My gosh damn funni...
Digi Lect..haix.....................................................
A clip by Russell Brown in e end...Tis guy like to entertain his ownselves ba..."Amazing bt true"
I, Russell Brown....." Tis is wad he say in his tutorial video...Cock-Ky...
Playing with my cam still...hehe..tmr gg to Food fair with Kaki...Aiming for Octopus Ball...Hope can find it...Hope that malay woman will be at there...I'm hopin...waa!! takoyaki...YumYum...(drool)....

My new camera!!

2007-11-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

HoHo!! Like finally i got a digi camera...coz i say to my parents initially that i tink i nid to lend frm my fren's cam...Coz they are nt really comfortable in lending frm anybody...so my mum sounded out to buy a cam which coincidently was on offer...i bought it from e nearest photo shop, kodak...the uncle teaches me hw to use in broken english...luckily i understand...after that bought wad my mum ask me & my dad to buy...I am too happy nw...still playing wif my camera...so shiok...long time i have been waitin for tis...weeeeee!!! to me 5.0 mp is quite ok...6.0 is 100 dolar more ex than e one i bought...yay!! i can post pics frm nw on...

A nice day

2007-11-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

Today is nov 02...I set alarm at 5..30..but woke up at 6.30...I rush like shit..rush rush..and reached e bus stop at ard 7...luckily e bus did nt cum too late..managed to get e very front seat...did nt like it though...as usual holding my mp3...reach sch ard 8.50 ard there...bt dunno y i took my own time to walk to blk m...in e end, i'm still early..b4 i start lesson, kaki msg me tt she dreamt of fei lun hai...i didnt reply coz i start lesson alr when i read her msg...Lesson on anfun...doin animation on seaweed today...much betta compare to pendulum...which nid to add balls and balls of bob. then, i went to test it out...1st & 2nd try gt it wrong..coz did nt arrange it properly...3rd time finally gt it...it move quite ok though...lesson finished at 11..we nid to go for lecture...bt we have nt finished the work...SO, the whole class decided nt to go for lect...meijin stepped out to ask others for their card...They r so surprise...Mei Jin..model student did nt go for lect...AJ then say...can buy 4D...today meijin nvr go lect 4 first time...ahahah...
LY and Rayson watch some kind of bhangra or tamil song...the catchy one...they as if mesmerized and kept laughin...and i heard LY said indian song are nice...
at 12, group 1 came as they gt lesson...we packed quickly..i went to do 3d wif meijin...she finished and went off first...i was like laggin behind in 3d...due to stupid stomachache tat cant make me concentrate on lesson tat day...i keep askin her hw to do tis and tat...THe 3d teacher..spoke at super fast speed...finish at 2 as gt class at tat time...i went off...go home...in e bus i sleep so soundly even though it was raining and gt thunder some more...few stops b4 arrivin i woke up...i arrived home...rest..and unknowingly...sleep till 5.30...
Watch Pangako Sayo..perfect timing..i ate rice too...Finally, this hundreds epi show is gg to end soon...i able to watch maybe 3-4 of e epi nxt wk...
today shift comp inside my bro's room...then we hab a problem wif e telephone wires...i figured it out and told my father to buy another one..as i dunno where to buy...I'm damn bored nw...if gt anything interestin i'll update ba...

today~~

2007-10-28T02:13:00.001+08:00

today..27 october...Vera's bdae..Happi bdae!! Hmm..today..the first thing i do after i wake up is watch Yamada taro..disc 3..Nino made me cry as usual..Sho is so handsome..(repeat) ahahah...b4 i wake up..my mum said that she's gg to my aunt's house to ermmm (rewang)..what is it called in eng?..hack care..my father went at later time..after i watch finish e dvd..quite satisfying...hmm lurve nino more nw..and sho too..After tat on e comp..hmm..do e photoshop bdae card for vera...bt turns out funny...and it was laggin lyke mad till i keep hittin the mouse on e table. Keep scoldin the program...PSD file is especially big...they can take up to 30+ or more bytes..freakingly pathetic.. i wonder hw maya gg to work if the comp alr lag? After doin finish, i go search for some songs..First song i gt was Arashi - Fight Song..i ask kaki..she heard it b4 bt didnt rmb e title..and i gt tis song frm her...(gt the pt)...after tat i listen to more of arashi songs...and manage to dwld two songs frm them...old songs la..
THEN, went to find Gackt's songs...Redemption..it says taken frm FF7 Dirge of Cerebrus...Watever...
Lastly..try my luck to find NewS song...Coz i hab been waitin for their new song...And to my surprise..gt e full song...Omg..and i have dwld it...It's so nice..and i watch their PV..Yamapi so kawaii...too kawaii le..
Still waiting 4 my parents to cum back..i forgotten that kaki went to ""'"sumtin sumtin award...gt performance by fei lun hai..and others...someone gives her ticket..she's lucky..until nw..she keep typin fei lun hai talkin to me in msn...she types..i do my blog..
wat to say? she's happy...i cant stop her frm being happy..tat's e only thing i can do..haha..
still waiting...keep lookin at the time..it was 9.45..my bro play e comp till 1..at ard 10..someone knocked the door..they shouted my mother and my names...We recognised the voices..bt we chose nt to open due to a reason...we volume down e tv..luckily all lights are switched off..we sat quietly in e living room...the time nw..cumin to 11 at night..my parents still havent reached home..i happened to watch a Tamil show(for no reason)...waitin to take over the comp..the show turned out very nice..watched till e end at ard 12.30..bt still they havent reached..at last 10 mins b4 1..they reached le and i was like..FINALLY? My mum talked alot abt wad happened jus nw..it's so exciting and funny...and tmr my mum refuse to wear the 300 dolars hari raya tailored made clothes..we made e same colors...bt she told me if i wan to wear then wear..i was like pissed off..coz tat clothes meant for e 1st day of hari raya..bt we did nt go out tat day..until nw we have nt wear it since then...i was like when can i wear tis clothes? it was so black and beautiful...bt i wan to wear it wif my mum...pissed me off and kind off disappoint me really...

Post arrived~

2007-10-28T01:57:00.000+08:00

Last wed night, i slash my hand without thinking...the ice is too bid for the glass..i try to force it inside without tinkin..then i use much force on e ice..push it inside..in the end..the glass broke..the pieces cut my hand...the wound is very small..bt blood cum out non stop..Still in e presence of my guest..which is my relative..ahahah...
Friday, hoping to get maya software bt failed..thanks to the stupid dvd..dunno why cant burn the software...after that, i meet kaki..she asked me eaten or nt..hungry or nt..i told her i m quite hungry..eat at nn that day..she quite pissed off i can tell..then we go to national lib...which i dunno where..until i go there..she was like shocked ahahah...i searched for photoshop and maya books..take down the shortcut keys..while she on her lappy..i ask her to bring lappy coz i have done the photos tat she wans..when i open my thumbdrive..i realise i didnt save it..pathetic..at 4.30 we zao..go to suntec..by donuts...i ask for orange white chocolate..i ask kaki to buy for me..that time..i was lookin at the menus and start day dreamin wat it taste like..the white chocolate..Yum Yum...but then..seeing from the person reaction..SHIT LA..hmm...in the end..buy strawberry white choco..Hmm..waste my brain cells..
we proceed to BK..i order..the table at the ordering was freakin wide..even when i wan to put the straws on the tray..i nid to lift up my feet..Eat eat eat...talk talk talk...then walk ard..she bought a bread for tmr? hmm...then walk back to ct hall mrt.. tat's all..keep talkin all e way..keep talkin abt wad present to give each other..our wishes are very ridiculous ones..ahahah...Reached home ard 7+..ard 8+ i watch yamada taro...finish e 2nd disc...it's nice..fall in love wif the main song..Nino made me cry as usual..Sho is very handsome..halfway..my neighbour came..b4 they went back..i was like standby-ng in e kitchen..(malays should noe tis)..bt in e end..notin happened..continue watch yamada taro..

Sch starts

2007-10-28T01:40:00.000+08:00

Sch starts last wk..began wif no tutorials ( except 4 3D) and gt lects...2nd week came..Gt the taste of each new modules that i faced. Exciting..compared to last sem..bt i dun noe hw i fare in tis sem thou...Gt Animation Funda, 3D, Digi Imagin, Typo, storyboard.....lastly the same old drawing lesson...aso gt the taste of new tutors teachin...
Based on my first experience wif them, i can tell that i don't like the drawing teacher...It's nt tat kind of dun like those type..bt i really look down on his professionalism...and his ATTITUDE...if there were this kind of teachers who really cared privacy more than continuin to do his things....this world may burst..i can tell u...
Hoe PP not bad...i hope she did not rmbr me at all...since i met her at SP's presentation last sem...Animation funda..quite fun too..
Nop!! one of my fav teachers...no nid any elaboration further...
I dunno my digi imagin teacher...forgot...bt the class is ok..bt i nid to promise myself that i will pay attention in class...coz they are gg to test us by callin names and ask us to repeat wad they done jus nw..
TYpo..my gosh..tis teacher to me is hyper active..bt he likes to speak chinese...he didnt realise ast first there's malay...2 malays..i wonder if the other malay guy understand if he were to talk in chinese..im aso nt so pro can..
Jacques...ermm..i dunno hw to explain tis guy teaching...he as if teaching his ownself...talk to us..bt do the demonstration on his own lyke tat...everytime couldnt catch what he doin..(3D)
Overall ok la...bt alr gt assignmt here and there...ok la..wait for nxt post...

Writin as Thinkin~~

2007-10-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya is comin in few days time...Mix feelings of happiness and sadness...Happiness is tat we get to gather as family for once in a year. The sadness is tat we are thinkin about our loved ones..those who are far away or passed away...This sadness purely cant be erased off frm our lives...We bent to think about it durin fasting month...It's a rare month for us..to gather as a whole family...Concern for each other even deeper...Love for us become stronger..The bond becum more rigid...
This yer Hari Raya...quite sad for me..and my family and my mum relatives...My late grandma's cousin and her sister passed away tis year. They are the reason we go to their house 1st day of hari raya each year...As they are e elders( my mum's side), we showed them respect. We are not familiar wif my dad's elders...so we go by my mum.
As for me, it's quite depressing to hear every year got ppl passed away...I can't seem to be able to take it...wif jus a brief happiness tat jus being experienced being taken away in a while...

A long break?

2007-09-18T23:42:00.000+08:00

I'm back..Almost a month i disappeared~~ I'm too lazy tat's y.....Today..it's been 5 days since fasting month started...today i fast with my cousin at kfc...Actually, we promised to fast together tmr bt she asked today...I waited at the kfc..i arrived ard 6.40..bt when to walk ard first then went in at ard 6.50...Then, she msg me she arrived..bt in the end cum late..few minutes after break fast...Hehe..and worst thing, i saw Fauzi...my gosh..i can't stand seeing him and his mates...Bt now he's nt with his mates anymore..coz 2 of his mates in nyp..takin games course...Coz i saw them b4...i rmbr i saw shazni and nizam when i gg for check up tat time...b4 sch starts...shit them..larf at me for fun arh? I asked them what? What laff laff? They tot they r so great lyke tat...They hab been doin tat since in sec sch...esp durin assembly when we were few columns apart...tat time im in 4c1..they are in ermmm....5c1 or 5c2...it's quite near actually...To me fauzi is the leader among his mates...Jus nw, i discussed wif my cousin what we r gg to do durin tis fasting month...as my cousin still schoolin...she's gg to be quite rush in doin e things she wan...As i went to her house for a while..i quickly search for e octopus..IT's so CUTE can? ahahah..sound's like kaki's line...can? ahahah...I got many things i wan to get them done within tis fastin mth..pray hard!!!!!!!!!!!!

has been a long time?

2007-08-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

i'm facing with my sketches nw trying to develop 10 thumbnails frm it. I'm truly in no mood...but these words when i saw it, i will feel re-energised...the words that gave me deep meaning of time..Here they are, i bet some heard it b4...

To comprehend the value of one year,just ask the students who failed their exams.
To comprehend the value of one month,just ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
To comprehend the value of one week,just ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
To comprehend the value of one hour,just ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
To comprehend the value of one minute,just ask the people who missed their stop on the train.
To comprehend the value of one second,just ask the person who managed to avoid an accident just in time.
To comprehend the value of one tenth of a second,just ask the person who ended up with silver medal at the Olympics.
Therefore, treasure every moment you have. And treat today as the utmost gift you'll have.

These are the words...I stumbled upon it when i'm watching a Japanese show, (think of 1 litre of Tears' version)...Till now, i felt very inspired by these words...i bet you are?

Book 7 rox!!

2007-07-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

Jus finished reading harry potter...Amazing..the only word that i can tell...well of coz we expect more..after his journey ends when he finished voldemort..bt the last book really satisfy me..took me 4 days to finish it...Nearly cried 3 times in this book..1)Dobby 2)Snape 3)Harry named his children after the headmasters.. Nw, i decided to favourtized this book as the priority..order of phoenx down to no.2...more disappointment when watching the movie ytd...Realli wad la..aiyo..the problem gone wrong here..to me..a lot of talking but - not the important ones..Kreacher? the part that he lied..where is it? Siao de director...Nw, i dun care anything, I'm waitin for the 7th movie which rumored to cum out in 2010..OK la..gg to do colour nw...Realli can't forget..haix..so many nice things in this book..

It's Rainin' Day

2007-07-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

Friday, a day to pass up assignment..Jus realised that i didnt put a cover to it..if mei jin didnt point at her work...Shit La..hope everythin's fine..I'm worryin abt my colour nw coz nxt tues alr presentation & i'm still nid to redo my colour...im wonderin wad scheme to use...today 1 whole day facin harry potter book...reading from page 250+ to 380+(now)..Interestin but the feeling nt there..coz some ppl told me the endin when i told nt to tell me..helen msg me at 2, still askin abt df...i doubt she passed up her work...3 messages on my phone when i'm happily readin & wen to sleep...jus received their msg around 9...I'm still thinkin..thinkin..worryin..worryin..if anybody was an expert in this colour thing...i wish he or she could help me...Rmbr Jian Wei's sentence...
(Even nt as DORAE as Azimah....)
I laughed as i thought what he meant in 1 of his slides..
(Even not as cute as AJ, he's much cuter than Raymond)
I realli wan to laugh rmbrin these sentences...
Jus now walk and a car jus drove by and splash a pool of water directly at me..luckily onli splashed abit on my jeans...gt big space inside..he chose to drove outside..clever..realli clever...

I'm totally engrossed!!!

2007-07-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

These few days, i'm engrossed wif photoshop these few days...It's terribly fun...create my names in diff types...i kept thinkin abt it until Mei jin online just nw..i realised it's alr 3 and i forgot got internet club..sorri arh..forgot le till u online..aahah...the webby u give me i didnt care to open it..so many things to learn..betta learn ps betta..ahahah...today 1 whole day explore the ps tutorial site..i received email frm ms sherlyn..she say the story very interestin bt too long...so nxt lesson we gg to discuss wif her further...it took me 4hrs to think of the story...coz ms sherlyn give a day grace to email her the synopsis..she ask on mon..i send her ard 10+ ytd..thinkin all of it on my own since i'm nt able to discuss wif helen abt it..She sms me she fainted in the toilet again...Hope she's fine..AND!! Ytd drawing lesson, omg...i feel sorry for my doraemon...we were asked to do creative drawings..3 thumbnails..diff..I saw ling yang gt one & it's freakin disgustin...he drew a person come out from other person's ass...Can't stand it..ahahah..Mine is a woman who have bird's body, a person's face which like a water machine(vending water?) & lastly my dear doraemon's head combined with a right hand...& still gt lion's tail..vampire teeth..i feel lyke cryin seeing him lyke tat..my real doraemon has a sad face..imagine wif the features i add? wouldn't it be more disgustin? ahahah...

Comin to Monday~~

2007-07-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

Today, my late brother's bdae~~It seems that few onli rmbr...it's normal...today wakes up at 11.30..despite turning on alarm at 10...Coz i wan to watch a sow in channel u...i like the show even no subtitle~~Wahaha..my mum kept shouting at me to wake up as she wan to eat/share breakfast wif me...bt when i start eatin, she onli take few scoops and say full alr...After that read the character design book..learn about colour...halfway dozed off till 1.30...threw e book away & on e comp...i stumbled upon online photoshop tutorial and tried an exercise...a candy looked features..then, i tried to do it again, drawing a word YamaPi inside...Quite ugly bt still ok...nw, im tryin to start my colour rough...and my comm skills...a great load of work...haix..won't talk...wait for my nxt entry~~Adios~~

Teary Day?

2007-07-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

I'm abit emotional today...When i'm on my way to sch this morning, nearly reaching...I was listening to Mr Children - Kimi Ga Suki...A mono yt sombre song...Then, i saw a guy in civil defence uniform...My eyes nearly wet...I'm cryin bt i managed to hold it back...He reminded me of my brother...It has been 10 yrs since he left me & my family...Died in accident...He was still under CD when he passed away. Among my 3 brothers, I'm close to him...Firstly, he's 1st one to teach me hw to draw...I rmbr gt once, we lie down together as he draw something to show me...I felt that he's the one that I'm really close to...It's nt that i'm comparing, bt it's obvious nw...A great disparities among my two brothers compare to my late brother...Another 4 days will be his bdae...
I really wish he still alive~~
For siblings support, i felt lonely~~
Wonder if he will show care & concern more than my brothers if he was alive?
Those who experience this will noe the pain...My cousin also experienced it..We are in the same boat...losing what he held on tightly only to find out it has drifted away~~~
I felt totally different...nw left 2...bt feel no diff...why?
- one is noe hw to blow his top incessantly & easy shifting blames
- Quite childish & very very moody...Doesn't heard my pleas at all..Ask for a tiny favours also
no returns....
Now, i can only depend on my parents...They are my pillar, my strength...Coz nobody else will help us except 4 ourselves..
In the memory of my beloved brother, Muhd Amin Bin Othman (1976-1997)~~~

Sharing~~

2007-07-08T15:10:00.000+08:00

Ytd, i went to library...didn't expect that Ka Ki saw me when I'm on the way to e bus stop near my house..She called me...suddenly say feel lyke eating rojak..We went to the S-11 there to eat b4 proceed to e library...She went to search her books while i do mine...I managed to get ard 8 bks of different topics..Graphics, Logo Designs, Perspective, Character Design....Each of them really interest me..Especially there's this bk : Japanese Graphics...Wonderful! I like the color blends, the products was beautiful..the graphics was well done...When i read Character Design : The Photoshop edition, i realised that the 1st part of the bk can help me in my codid...bt not sure whether in concept or idea bk...on hw to expand ur ideas frm a single character created...Perspective helps too..Until nw, i'm not sure about 3 pt perspective...Finally, found A Dorama book...list of Japanese dramas since 1953...i read on my interest shows...ANTIQUE!! KISARAZU CATS EYE!!! Ahahha, dun mind me, i'm acting crazy nw...i'm havin flu nw...haix..jus taken medicine & looks ok now...no blocked nose(always experience that)...Thinking about my codid now, how can I add or wad can i add...my work looked absolutely like D&T...even my fren said that...Kiss & play wif my doraemon very much ytd...so long nvr hug it...MeiJin, i hope rmbr is Yamapi...Mus keep reminding her...haix..talk to you all lata...i'm bored..bye bye..adios~

Share wif you all~~

2007-07-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

I found this joke on net...Read it...Find it funny~~
Hello?”
“Hi honey
This is Daddy.
Is Mommy near the phone?”
“No Daddy.
She’s upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul.”
After a brief pause,
Daddy says,
“But honey, you haven’t got an Uncle Paul.”
“Oh yes I do,and he’s upstairs in the room
with Mommy, right now.”
Brief Pause.
“Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do.
Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs
and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy
that Daddy’s car just pulled into the driveway.”
“Okay Daddy,just a minute.”
A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone.
“I did it Daddy.”
“And what happened honey?” he asked.
“Well, Mommy got all scared,jumped out of bed with no
clothes on and ran around screaming.Then she tripped over the rug, hit
her head on the dresser and now she isn’t moving at all!”
“Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?”
“He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was
all scared and he jumped out of the back window and into the swimming
pool. But I guess he didn’t know that you took out the water last week
to clean it. He hit the bottom of the pool and I think he’s dead.”
***Long Pause***
***Longer Pause***
***Even Longer Pause***
Then Daddy says,
“Swimming pool? Is this 486-5731?”

Friday has cum~~

2007-07-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

YaYyyy!!!! Friday has come at last....awaiting for this day every week cuz can rest for nxt two days...Today has been a sleepy day for me...Frm morning till 9+ jus nw kept dozing off...in e morning when takin bus, dozed off...drawing lecture aso dozed off...I can sensed that the lecturer saw me sleepin coz we are sittin quite front & i think i saw her glance on me..bt dunno whether im dreamin or nt~~ahahaha...then, after sch take bus also dozed off till i alight...e most sleepiest day of my life...when i alight, the bus cannot go to e stop directly coz there were many cars (nearby is a mosque, they doin friday prayers)..Reached home, throw bag on e chair & threw myself to e bed...i lied down bt cannot sleep..i changed position..then can sleep but onli 1 hr...ok la...today if nt i will go home later coz Helen wans me to help her create blog bt today she nvr cum~~Woohoo!!! bout 3+ i go online...nobody's in..watch show...i watch Sound of Colors, taiwanese show..watch e first 3 epi - no subs, so i was like struggling bt manage to catch e story...quite nice..bit nicer than Silence...i watch till my mum reached home ard 6...i switched off the comp & unknowingly sleep back...till 9+...i woke up & bath...(forgot tat), watch tv..my mum kept worryin bout my bro who hasnt come back..i was wondering why his phone sound "toot toot toot" instead of usual ring? Cn somebody tell me? Watch malay telemovie...funni...then nw, im here go online...As u c my usual life is freakin borin, either talk abt sch life & at home...bt tat's wad im used to it since i was small....Nw i was thinkin settin up another blog...bt nt sure yt..will keep u all updated...tat's all then...wait for my next post ok? Adios~~~

Hi!!

2007-07-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hi people...it's been a long time since i post new entry...Firstly, I'm lazy...Second, I'm surrounded wif hw & assignments...There's many reasons & u cant expect me to list all down..hehe...i changed my skin ytd..among the skins, i find this attractive..dont u all think? Awww..he's a cute guy..oOpsSs...I can't entertain too much of my own feelin'..sori guys...today's sunday..I woke up at 10.30 this mrng..& suddenly my mum asked me to bathe cuz we are gg Geylang lata...i ate my breakfast..slack till 12 then bathe...We went out of da house at 1+...In e end, she bought 3 pairs of long dress & i bought a dress..(those nowadays e women wear..specially e malays)...kind of nice when i wear it..i havent start my comm skills, my thumbnails for color aso havent draw out..my drawin aso havent finish..& My COMM SKILLS assignmt nt in my thumbdrive!!!! WHAT E HELL?!!?! Well..nw i hab collected info abt Bermuda Triangle...bt havent assorted them yt...Im gettin more interested wif this topic...It's really a mystery...WooHoo...bought a japanese guide book..on hw to speak japanese...bought a ring wif kaki ytd at tm..on my way back..i seems to saw Mr Sherwin Loo...my primary 6 sch teacher..but dunno whether it's him or nt..i realli miss him alot since he resigned in 2002..when i came back to visit him...sad case...i felt that all my favourite teachers will always disappear one by one...1st is Mr Loo...then my POA teacher...Mr Tang...haix...a great loss you noe...esp those hu r under Mr Tang's class...We cant never forget his teachings...teach us discipline when sittin..if nt proper u have to do squats...shirt nt tuck in also DOWN...ahhahah..it's fun u noe..he like to make jokes..& sometimes also serious too..But luckily, my fav & beloved sec 5 teacher Mr Alvin Tan still remains..he's seems very those gentleman guy out there..who likes to smile a lot..i felt calm when havin this guy as my teacher..im very honoured that im able to graduate happily frm a teaching by him...Thx Mr Tan...Wow..i guess i write long enuff...Ok..i should b gg then..nid to start my comm skills hw...i'll update further...adios!!!

Comeback~~~

2007-06-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

I'm back, veri lazy these few wks to update my blog..furthermore homework all over..today as usual TUESDAY..a pathetic and boring day for me...a long & full day..frm 8-6...All along, my head kept throbbing which due to lack of sleep...i nearly slept in lect bt manage to stay awake..Me nw went to either crunchyroll or veoh to watch dramas..This actually relieve my stress...n nw im totally immersed in j dramas..Nw, i began to like Nino alr!!! Frm Arashi...i watch his drama which is a sad one and i kept cryin on his parts...omg..he;s cute when he smile..and he gt e same height as me..can't believe it! ahahaha...so kaki u noe it's nt bcoz of jun..aahahha...i'm in sleepy mode thou even thou i slept a while jus nw..me lata nid to start my CODID alr..haix..5 ideas..where e hack i am to find them? And nid to wear formal jus for a brief presentation? isn't tat crazy? i realli dunno wad r they thinkin lah..today drawin lesson we r to do an assignment..draw fruits..and why in e hell they put dragon fruit & a pineapple? which made others diff to draw it..my dragon fruit looks like a half-bodied person without a head and have a pair of hands look like wan to chop others..ahahaha..for colour theory, i do 6 thumb nails bt 2 were accepted..lolx..On e way to lect hall, met yan teng..ahahah...jus bade her goodbye onli..tat's all i think..will update u all lata..

finally friday!

2007-05-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

finally it's friday..today i gt drawing lecture & design funde..i dunno wad the lecturer was talkin abt durin drawin lect..i was half awoke..my eyes kept shuttin & wen to sleep..hahaha, mei jin kept tellin me to stay awake..eheheh bt still sleep..after tat went for funde..disappointed to receive all my exercises were graded D..1 of them nid to redo..I'm totally sucks in shading...Shade anyhow..haix..dunno can learn frm hu..Worries me alot..Xin Lin asked me to draw Naruto..In the end, she got ard 5 same pics of naruto which are drawn by jian wei, raymond, helen, ling yang & me..hehehe...My dragon was like ...........i felt a great diff in the pic & e real one..After lesson went to mac wif xin lin & helen...then suddenly xin lin asked me tat i gt put in my blog I wanted to have bf in my wishlist...Actually, i was jus jokin...bt they took it seriously until xin lin post my pic and my profile in her blog...waa...xin lin, i think u betta take off lo...ppl may think im thick skinned...after tat went to blk m coz jian wei & e rest r there...when she was away, i & helen sang the songs she opened in her phone...i told her to sing low while i sing high..totally out of tune and horrible...Then, after that, we went to e field..helen wans so much to run..bt me & xin lin were in slippers..how to run? we sat a while..while helen kept askin us to run, run, run...i saw this guy stretchin his legs, warming up b4 runnin..ahaha...suddenly kaki called me coz we arranged to meet lata...bt im still in skool...at ard 3, she called & say her ccn thing ended alr..aiyo..im thinkin wad to do..then, helen called me & xin lin to walk & run...i walk as i talk to kaki...aiyo..in the end she say she will eat e cookies herself..bit disappointed le coz i promised to buy frm her...haix...then, we run...xin lin was left behind as her shoes are slippery..furthermore, new shoes..(refer to her blog)...at ard 4.10 i board e bus frm yck station..as usual sleep in e bus..then, when wake up, i discover i'm reachin..kaki called me & we went for dinner together..we went to foodcourt at tm & talk until i c e time 5.40...then, i dcided to buy chicken rice since her hand are tied wif balloon...haix...we kept talkin..ahahah...tat's all...then when im buyin fries 4 my mum, i saw Hudah..wif her frens...waa all boys...except her...she told me i'm still e same...haix..& she asked 4 my num..after tat i went home....tat's all...

Finish my digital colour wheel~~~

2007-05-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

I was supposed to meet mei jin at 11, but i woke up at 10.30...I already set e alarm bt i wonder y i cant seemed to hear it ringin...Everytime i set alarm, i can get up bt today like the worst...i showered, eat while watching malay drama....Quite nice...forgotting the time cumin 15 mins to 12 maybe..cant rmbr...I went out, take bus....and as usual kept dozzing off in bus...it has becum a habit since i wen poly...sec sch life nt like tis...maybe bcoz e journey was like damn long...45-1 hour long...my head kept kept tilting backwards when i was sleepin...Good news, no water(frm my mouth) hehehe....i listen to my mp3...(nvr play 4 few mths alr thinking it was spoilt bt it didnt...it jus hanged) My hp right earpiece is gg to spoil...i keep shaking it...sumtimes gt sound...sometimes gt creak sound...irritatin...reach sch around 1+...met mei jin at blk L and we went to blk Q c if the mac lab are unoccupy...It turns out that e lab was under maintenance till 10pm...Disappointed...Thinking maybe there's a mac lab at lvl 5...when i walked in i suddenly rmbr it was my drawing lesson blk...& drawing lesson blk dun have mac lab...Wah...we wanted to give up alr...THEN! suddenly, i rmbr still gt blk M! hahaha...where we have our storytelling lesson...We went there and there were free access room...Finally...I finished up my 3 primary colours...at same time surf the net...The internet connection there was damn slow...We kept painting right colours on the wrong box...until we have to do abt 2 times...regret nvr bring grip pen today or else i could enjoy myself drawing...Then went home ard 4.45...reach about 5.30...Knowing that my mum will reach around 5.40...i waited for her at e bus stop...Indeed at 5.40, she & my dad aarrived...we walk back together...Then my father asked us to go coffeeshop bside my house there..while he rides back wif his bicycle...He gave us a treat...After the food arrived, my father seemed to disappear nowhere...Then few mins later my mum says she wanted to go up as she nid to teach kids...leaving me along...bit embarassing coz gt 3 drinks, a basket of fries my dad order and e chicken rice im eatin tat time...i was thinkin maybe ppl tot i ate all tat...ahahah...i quickly eat and went home...I went home, cutting e mounting board while watchin tv...when e show was about to end, i dozed off..until 9...

pics i drawn today...nid improvement rite?

2007-05-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

This was e 2 pics i drawn earlier using the tablet...

As u noe the left 1 is my name... bt e other 1 i dont noe who's she...hehehe...jus draw only...ahahaha

A tiring day....

2007-05-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Haven't even reached sch, it's raining heavily. Haix...the 1st pathetic thing happened in e morning. i bought nuggets to fill my stomach as our break will only be at12. Today we start at 8. As usual, drawing boxes using perspective. The boys as usual were more hyperactive than e girls. Ling Yang thought of becoming e next F4 consisting of him, raymond, mim & jian wei...lol..They start singing...their singing was ok, but i always got disturbed by raymond's voice. his voice so childlike~~~As usual, something is always wrong wif my drawing. Suddenly, Rayson jus asked me nt to draw so nice. Dotx...I find it wrong in some ways...haix...At 11, we went for funda lect. i tot i can listen bt in e end sleep. When lect finish, i woke up. Helen also sleep...She evrytime will sleep during lect. Funde lect is damn borin bt not e lessons...It seems that tis course the lect are freaking boring but e lessons didnt...We go to have our lunch at kou fu ( prev nown as food juct) i try to my e malay food there...1st time n i foudn it quite okay. i just find tat my eating speed has decrease this yr...i dunno y...if u asked my sec frens, they will surely noe hu finished e food first among us...ahaha, obviously it's me...ehehe...then go to cheers and go out again...go in for fun...shuyun withdraw money and paid me back $4 ...hmm, then we go to lab coz helen & jac nid to finish their colour hw...That lab cn enter friendster...ahahaha...i surf my blogs(including multiply) went to those nonsense webby..to kill time...haha...At 2 we started our colour theory lesson. we do digital painting using photoshop. i hhave fun...moreover wacom was provided and i happened to bring the grip pen...i draw & draw...hahah...Ling Yang says my drawings quite nice...bt i feel i nid improvement...then lesson start Ms Grace talked so fast that nearly everyone was lost...And damn, she didnt always repeat wad she said...i was like Huh? At 4 to 6 we gt codid & colour lect...as usual i slept the whole lect...i tried to make myself awake during colour bt i kept dozzin off like mad...haix...perfectly after lesson, ka ki called me...As usual, she will sae that her lesson will definitely ended earlier than mine...her sis reached sg yesterday...At least she gt companion these few days...
I went home, bath & watch tv...realli tired like mad...i somehow felt frustrated tat time. My brother who was making a call in front of me as he smokes...i told him off...haix...moreover when somebody's eating... At around 9+, i met my cousin outside to coleect my mp3 back.. she looked quite weary and weakkkk...i guess she's sick coz 2dae she nvr bring an uimbrella to sch...bt she still bought fruit punch drink and cheesy hotdog...near our house gt night market...we parted at a road junction...tat's all happened today n im still feeling tired cuz nt enuff sleep...Time to relax alr...

Quite a good day!

2007-05-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

Today's a fun day. My lesson today starts at 12, Visual storytelling. E teacher taught us how to use e Final Cut Pro. Quite an awesome program. All goes well when Helen wanted to restart all over again during e 15 mins break. She made a quite a mess of it ahaha. Lesson ended at 2. I, Helen and Xin Lin went for lunch while Shuyun, mei jin and jac went to blk L to print the colour template. I ate fried macroni instead of rice cuz i dont like the gravy there. No drumsticks was seen, ahaha. Helen ate kaya bread and bubble tea cuz she dont have money to buy a meal alr. Then, we went to blk L to join the rest. Helen tried to open her comm skills hw bt couldnt. We asked for Jian wei's help and the problem lies that Helen made the document a shortcut. haix, Still early went we finished doing our work in e lab. it wa 3+. Our lesson starts at 4. We went to book store. Helen & Xin Lin went to buy mounting board. Still, after we came out, the time was still early...Outside e shoppin' arcade, we were discussin where to go. Helen want to find e vending machine that sells sweets. I suddenly said to them I want to go cheers. Xin Lin says, "Say earlier mah, haha then we went back in. I buy polka/polkie? Then we went to find e vending machine. At last we found but it was out of order. Helen was so sadd...u should she her face, ahahah. Then, we went up for our lesson. We realised everybody includes connie shan was in e room alr. but the rest of the girls haven't arrived yt. haha, 3 girls on e front and 3 girls on e back. Beside us were the guys. Worst of all, Helen sat beside Raymond, who kept talkin crap and kept singing...Ouh, cant stand it. Wanna burst into laughter. Ling yang suggested that our class song is the "woo oh woo oh woo yay ee yay, i love u more than i can sae"....hahaha. Ling Yang told the teacher that we can't stay awake during her lesson. She just smiled. She laughed at the sights of raymond, jian wei & ling yang. these boys really are our source of joy.....

Happy Mother's Day.....

2007-05-13T13:51:00.000+08:00

U noe wad ppl? I dont know until nw wad is e exact date 4 mother's day. i onli noe it's in may. Nvm, btw happy mother's day to my mum...haha...No outings or whatsoever, me jus still stay at home, finish my homeworks. Irritating. Now my father karaok-ing at home. His habit tat his voice and the original singer will not be on same tempo and he always like to enter after the singer had sung a sentence. I remembered he sang during one of wedding invitation. Omg, i laughed until i wanna cry. i thot he could change e way he sang bt still the same. Then, my aunt came to join in wif him. From a realli bad sing to worst...My aunt, who's voice quite nice, suddenly turned out drastically...She said becoz she followed my dad's way of singing....No wonder my granduncle said that day felt wanna rain. Haha, he's bad....bt i can't deny my father's voice. He got a very deep and full voice. Bt wad i said jus nw was his only weakness....haix....Now, me dunno which hw want to do 1st....Drawing or colour theory...haix..
Update you all lata...cya!

An inspiring pic....

2007-05-12T13:23:00.001+08:00

C tis pic, haha. it's quite inspiring right? I find it. like the original writer says that even the galaxies collide, the stars didnt. it was inspiring after i looked at it.

2007-05-12T13:18:00.000+08:00

Hello, I'm feeling much betta after a long thought. Well, life goes on right? I just upload an inspiring pic, training myself to collect insipiring pics. it's quite meaningful though. but now no mood to continue any further so i'll cum back lata.

My woes

2007-05-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hmmm....i wonder if it's just my imagination or reality...i just felt that i'm in a centre of attraction, meaning i just felt this grp of ppl kind of laugh and mock behind my back...I really dont know if it's true bt the feeling just too strong to be told. I wont say hu r they bt they surely noe hu am i referrin to....I'm kind of pissed off! I felt like giving them a thrashing or two, bt considered them as schoolmates, i let it off. Pls, I have enuff of this. These mockery and laughter has been following me for years. Until now, I'm forced to used to it. Jus because I'm nt that perfect in your eyes, doesnt mean you can laugh behind my back. I have my pride too! Imagine I just mocked at you loudly in front of other ppl, wad will u feel? Angry right? Tat's wad I'm feelin now....U dont know wad I have been thru becoz u r not me....I'm different frm you all....Being teased and mock until i cry.....u wont noe....I aso wan to be perfect as you all bt God gave me wad you all dont nid to experience at all. He gave me wad u wont nid to worry in future. So, i said please, i BEGGED you! Don't add to my burden anymore, I can' take it anymore. I just wan to live normally. If you are my friends, then listen to me. If not, GET LOST!

Finished my first sketchgrp gatherin!

2007-05-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

Helo! Haha, i'm here, writin my blog again. i've nothin to do so i write...haha...nw i 'm still in school, using the school comp to write my blog. haha...My sketchgrp cca jus finished and i find it quite borin bt meaningful too as i learnt something frm it...the one teaching us jus nw is Faith....the rest of the seniors like Stella, Sarah, Jia Hao, Zhan Xing? (if correctly spelled)....they are friendly....jus nw they asked us to draw other ppl face without lookin at my art work...bt my eyes kept lookin down and FAith noe at once i cheated! i cheated twice...haha...lastly i draw Mei Jin's face n i try to draw without lookin at my work...it turned out perfect.....(ahakz) ...lol...lata write again....i'm gg....byebye....

2007-05-09T09:44:00.000+08:00

oh dear do u all c what am i writin tis morning? i write so damn long and then c onli blank....realli...haix....like i said, i enjoy drawing lesson yesterday...haha....veri funni...gt two professional singers namely Ling Yang and Raymond...singing woo oh woo oh woo yeah yeah...lol...i was giggling non stop....haha....i slept in lectures yesterday and i dunno wad they talkin about...haha...nearly all my classmates slept during Codid lect...haha...poor thing...haitz....lata nid to go to sketchgrp orientation. they asked us to bring our best works when i dun even have one...haha....u noe when i asked my friend if i can draw rain, her 1st reaction will me OMG! ahaha...bcoz, i'm really poor at drawing people's face. i tried to draw Taufik, Wu Zun, Luo Zhi Xiang, harry potter....bt all doesnt looked like their real self...but only harry potter i manage to made it noticeable...haha...Shucckkksss! i havent do my desfd homewk...haha...later, i'm meetin Helen and Mei Jin for this pathetic sketchgrp orientation. Haix....how could a person in charge forgot to include a timing for this activity and asked us to meet at e Library only? Irritating....nw feeling like to go out wif my sec friends....the most i'm in contact now is Kaki...or maybe vera at sometimes...i wondered when cn we go out if my homework n assignment kept comin in....realli frustrated....

hey hey!!!!

2007-05-07T00:26:00.000+08:00

Weeeee!!!!!!!!!! I jus change my skin today....haha...i'm so happy and i finally add a song to it...It's my first time setting a blog and damn blur lah...haha...Sooner or later, i'm gonna publish my works on my blogs...tat's wad my lecturer asked my group to do....irritatin...haha to Kaki sorry hor...i should put your name...haha...today is alr monday and my lesson will start at 12pm...to 6 jus for onli 2 pathetic lessons...haix...i have done my collage bt i soemhow felt it looked like shit...haha...cant open the cms webby...pissed off by it...damn...haha...wont write anymore....frustrated now...

Sad or stressed?

2007-05-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

haixxxx....i wonder whether im stressed or sad....i'm just feeling down these few days....dunno why....maybe becox i gt a lot of homework to do or anything else botherin me? other ppl aso gt homeworks....r they feelin wad im feeling nw? Haixxx...Ppl...comfort me plz...haha

27/4/07

2007-04-27T17:33:00.000+08:00

Haha....my 1st day writing my own blog...hmmm...today is friday...i jus cum home from sch at about 2= jus nw...and it's rainin heavily like mad....Haha...i remembered that i dozed off in e bus jus nw....then suddenly i realise my saliva nearly cum out. i wiped it off and tried to sleep again bt cant....sickening....Wow...today gt Engine! haha...believe me, tis is my 2nd time watchin i mean the episodes....cox i dont noe wad they sayin at first so lazy to watch....haha...My friend(Out There) said it was nice bt kept ignoring her...haha...lol...i reach home play comp...n i hav tonnes of hw nid 2 do...sian....wohooo....continue tmr...notin to say much 2dae....