He told him that I didn't contribute anything.

I admit that and I expect this thing to happen.

I have difficulties working in groups. I'm not trying to point out my weakness, but it's true. When in groups, I have extreme difficulties in saying out my ideas.

Take for my SP4 and now Fusion, SP4, 5 ppl, 3 from MGBD. Now fusion 8 ppl. Even though they are my own friends, I can't seem to be able to voice out. It's hard. I gt this phobia that my ideas can't work out or jus plain rubbish if I said it out. Even Yu Liu seems not to care about my presence because no contributions. That's me I'm sensitive and I try to change that behavior.

To tell the truth, I got 5 ideas that I want to tell them badly, but thinking, lots of eyes are watching me, I don't dare. I don't have that courage. Can you encourage me?

Have you seen me talking in groups? Like 5 or more ppl seriously? Nope, I can't talk to them all, because I always think myself as inferior. I have always think that I'm inferior so I can't talk anything in groups.

What should I do? Where can I find that courage? You could jus say that I've fear of rejection. Yeah, I don't like rejection. They always tell us any ideas aso can but I'm like have no faith in my ideas.

Should I just be like myself at home? I think I should change. When ppl talk about me, even a bit, I swear that I will prove that person wrong.

Thanks to god's guidance that my brain is working for this sem. I pray hard so that "he" give me strength to think and make my brain cells working. I seriously thankful to "him" for giving me that path.

I think I should change the way I portray myself.