jus sux
Tuesday, January 13, 2009@11:09:00 PM
what is plight? Do you understand what plight is? what plight means to you?
I have my own plight, but do u really understand other people's plight such as mine? When ppl says they understand, they are stupid...cos in reality ppl can't understand other ppl's plight unless they undergo it b4.
So saying our plight to others, they won't understand cos they are not experiencing it. It's sad but it's a reality.
I'm not being emo...I just tot of tis jus nw...after i little fight wif my bro which left me irritated wif him till now. When i tot abt it, Yeah it's true and it happened since long time ago..
Humans err...i also make mistakes...ppl aso makes mistakes...but some ppl won't admit they made mistakes...in return they are mistaken for good ppl becos they make mistakes...i'm not philosoph-ing here...I jus honest wif my feelings...It's true if you think back...
Many ppl has been harsh on my family...Of cos, it's suppose to be my inner secret but it's always etched in my heart, something that cannot be erased off...i'm used to it till when someone ticks me off, even abit, i will feel 100% angry and dissatisfied as why that person dares to tick me off, even my siblings also...and sometimes to my parents...i'm hot-headed...nt in sch but at home..i felt like throwing the my drinking cup which is made of glass, at my brother just now...I don't know how to change my bro for the better...many ppl has been advising him to change but he(3rd eldest) still e same old who will never changed its spots. I still rmbr due to tat incident, he was huggin me as he was cryin in the lift that he promised he won't do it again. i 100% rmbr that, but did he? I was like where's his promise to the family? It is jus an empty promise...As his only sister, i'm hoping for the better...after that incident, i realised how good my bro(eldest) is becos b4 this he's someone i don't really like as he likes to nag and scold me. That incident is really bitter, damn bitter...as i myself witnessed it...i can't forget it till now...NEVER...it's been 9 mths since it happen...Revenge is not a good thing...but if i were given a chance...why not?
