My woes
Friday, May 11, 2007@10:30:00 PM
Hmmm....i wonder if it's just my imagination or reality...i just felt that i'm in a centre of attraction, meaning i just felt this grp of ppl kind of laugh and mock behind my back...I really dont know if it's true bt the feeling just too strong to be told. I wont say hu r they bt they surely noe hu am i referrin to....I'm kind of pissed off! I felt like giving them a thrashing or two, bt considered them as schoolmates, i let it off. Pls, I have enuff of this. These mockery and laughter has been following me for years. Until now, I'm forced to used to it. Jus because I'm nt that perfect in your eyes, doesnt mean you can laugh behind my back. I have my pride too! Imagine I just mocked at you loudly in front of other ppl, wad will u feel? Angry right? Tat's wad I'm feelin now....U dont know wad I have been thru becoz u r not me....I'm different frm you all....Being teased and mock until i cry.....u wont noe....I aso wan to be perfect as you all bt God gave me wad you all dont nid to experience at all. He gave me wad u wont nid to worry in future. So, i said please, i BEGGED you! Don't add to my burden anymore, I can' take it anymore. I just wan to live normally. If you are my friends, then listen to me. If not, GET LOST!
